Do you have access to the discord?
Feel free to shoot me a PM or find me on discord. Hope you are doing better now.
Hey bud I Deff am. I’m back on my diet even though I’m a gym rat and in good shape, I’m just seeing if I should continue the TRT or go back to strictly CD’S protocol. I just feel feminine and that is the worst part of the crash 2 me. I don’t sweat anymore barely smell just so strange. When I feel good my attraction to woman is back and awesome but when I crash no attraction to woman it’s so weird and such a lonely feeling nobody would understand unless they took this drug…
It sounds like you just put too much of a load on your body while you were already in a compromised state from PFS. This condition completely changes the rules of your body man. Things just aren't working like they're supposed to. I'm really sorry to hear about losing your wife because of it. My advice (i'm in the complete shits too , like barely functioning day-to-day currently), is to stay away from any sort of drug or substance. Get all of your labs (hormones, vitamins, minerals, etc) tested to see where you stand. Don't do any more drugs, alcohol, i'd even stay away from coffee for the next 6 months.
That's heavy man.. these conditions are so fucking devastating and it's not fair. I'm not like some of the guys here that think its a 1 way road to recovering. To be honest with you, depending on your genes, how resilient your body is, and how fucked up it is, I don't know if I believe everyone can get 100% back to normal. I'm not sure if this thing works like that man. Other diseases (cancer, kidney/liver disease, neuropathy, brain injuries, etc etc) don't exactly work that way either.
lol yeah man I didn't know life could be this shitty. how long has it been for you
Yeah completely. Feels like you're dying. All of my hair is falling out and receding. Idk if its androgen related, mineral/vitamin, telogen effluvium or whatever.
Hey bud on down swings do you feel feminine like not manly at all. Completely lose attraction to woman very strange…. I’m so lost with this crash honestly…
hey