Been a long time coming! Overwhelmed and don't know where to start.
First of all, nice to meet all of you! It took me years to get here!
About me-
Started taking propecia from a month before i turned 17, all the way till age 25. 30 years old now. I started suffering from the side effects of propecia by the time i was 18 in a half years old. The main side effect i got is sexual dysfunction. While the secondary sides are occasional brain fog, slight anxiety, and a rotating sleep schedule known as "non 24 sleep disorder". I did however, have my first ever temporary 70% recovery back in november 2016 from prolab's horny goat weed, along with less masturbation. This lasted for about 2 weeks. Through all my trials and tribulations over the years, i finally became 100% aware that it was PFS about 2 months ago.
Been on solvepfs for a good month now. A long time before that, i used to google things alot. I finally found my way here because i've been a bodybuilding and fitness enthusiast my whole life, and have been athletic and in great shape my whole life, and I realize that these things are very related to curing PFS. They are literally tied in! After some time on solvepfs, and doing my research, the type of recovery/protocol that began to make the most sense to me is that of CDNUTS. The two are literally tied in, and in everyway relate to my life goals in general. I saw his recovery years ago, but i didnt get it then, because i just wasnt at this point yet then.
Its all beginning to naturally make alot more sense to me now. I just have some questions, and ill make them simple, because i dont want be the 8 millionith person to ask the same damn questions.
Water fasting- makes alot of sense actually. but how do you go so long without food... couldnt you die from starvation? (well obviously not if people have been doing it). And how do you cope with water fasting while still working a job, and other things like that?
And bodybuilding- I've always had my own routine that has given me an incredible physique. I go by a body part or 2 a day routine, and i do this monday through saturday. It works very well for me physique wise, but cock-wise obviously not, due to pfs. But I am even worse sexually ive noticed, when im not on my gym routine. And many times, my gym routine has seemed to increase my test. You can feel it immediately. Would i have to change my program? I'm willing to if i have to.
Doctors have never helped me. I'm done with them. Only I can help myself. And other pfsers and recovered pfsers. I don't have detailed bloodwork results like ive seen from alot of other people on the forums. I've only had my test levels measured twice in my life. Once at 22 where i was 646 total serum testosterone, and once at 30, where i was 605 total serum testosterone. These labs only showed total test and nothing else. And my doctors won't let me take a testosterone test at my own leisure.
I'm also into trying certain neurosteroids and prohormones to help.
Ready to end this shit once and for all finally! It is my main priority in life!
By the way, I live in Florida, and if some of you happen to live near me, i would love to meet up in person!
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Thank you for that! That means alot to me!
I came to the realization that this is all literally tied in together! It's so ironic!!! For a decade now, i always had a vision of what i wanted my physique to look like (and i achieved that), and i also had a vision of how i wanted to perform with a girl sexually. And like being a sex god, lol. Just having everything about yourself in place, all at once dialed in and primed. A beast of a man with a hella shape, and just to be able to lay down the pipework like a real life pornstar. Can't do that while suffering with PFS. IT ALL MAKES SENSE NOW!!! It's a total hunger for the power of being the most optimal MAN you can be, and reaping its benefits and enjoying life to the fullest!
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Ill be back later! Gonna hit the gym right now as we speak!
When it does all come together it is the best feeling in the world. It's just something that money can't buy.
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Good point. No I am not enjoying life right now. I've even put a halt to chasing women and or trying to find a relationship with one. I have suffered the same fate each and every single time. Holy shit, my last intimate experience with a woman, was in march 2016, and that was the icing on the cake. crazy ass experience. That girl was basically my fantasy woman. It was a wake up call for sure. I still "got the job done", she even saw me 95% hard at one point, but did i do a good job? Fuck no. You cant with PFS. The rest of our experience went downhill after that. Took me 7 months after that incident, to finally get over her. Then 2 months after that, through more trials and tribulations, i finally came to the realization that it was PFS. I am just "existing" these days. That is it. But my head is clear though right now. Strangely my depression levels and anxiety levels are nowhere near as bad as theyve been in the past, because i am not all heartbroken over some woman, or some failed sexual experience. My head is clearer than its ever been
And the water fast, im all for it. I understand that it needs to be done at a therapeutic center. Trust me, i am not afraid of this.
I said that about the water fast because you had mentioned that you don't have the funds to buy herbs or clean food.... the water fast is quite expensive.
I wasn't saying it to question your commitment.
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I've gone periods in my life, where i did not drink alcohol for 8 months, and solely just sat idle, and trained in the gym, got in shape, and saved money. Then again, little did i know, that this whole isolation thing was possibly due to my PFS. But regardless, i am no stranger to isolation and doing what needs to be done to change. I've actually done it before.
Good... Because abstinence from alcohol is an absolute must during this period.
Just know that when all is said and done you will be able to drink again one day ... just not today
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Well the funds will come. The water fast is a definite first then. I'll have the funds soon, but just not this second. May take a few weeks. I've probably spent a shitload of money already trying to fight this disease over the decade. Primary care physicians, urologists, sex therapists, things at the vitamin shoppe. viagra or cialis didnt even work. Because this is not just "ed", this is post finasteride syndrome! The only thing that ever worked for me was prolab horny goat weed. and a certain kind of magnesium. had good results, but not to the level of pre-pfs. but that pro lab horny goat weed showed me that there was a light at the end of the tunnell.
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It's good to know that i will be able to enjoy alcohol again someday. It is actually at that point, that then i would actually have a legitimate reason to drink and "celebrate" ;) ;)
The herbs are powerful medicine no doubt. Just imagine your results when you cycle 21 of them....
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FWIW I found a used k-tech for $120 online.
When you hear the thing you'll understand how much more powerful it is than a normal blender lol
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It DOES look bad ass. Crushed an I-phone with ease! Omg lol. (the guy in the video was cheesy as hell though. lmao) I need to look for a used one though. Some of those blenders on that page were from $300-$1500. Or look in person in stores.
I understand for a lot of people that's a lot of money to spend on a kitchen appliance. That being said I only feel comfortable recommending things that I have personal experience with. You may also want to look at a blender by Vitamix which is in the same class of machine as the K Tech.
And yeah, no doubt the guy in the video is a total cheese ball. But if you scroll through the videos on that site it really gives you an idea as to the power behind the machine
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