Originally Posted by
Lakehouse99
today is one of those times where i feel like im just broken
im so frustrated with this anhedonia i dont know what to do anymore. i went to my parents and they told me to start becoming more religious and then started ranting on how i dont listen to them on stuff blah blah
i read stories on anhedonia group chats about people not being able to recover, that they just have to cope with whatever progress they have or lack of
people with fin who had anhedonia dont seem to have the same type of anhedonia that i have, which makes me question my ability to recover. do i treat anhedonia first? pfs first? both at the same time? one only? questions flowing through my head
im just tired of this shit man, fucking sick of it. i cant live like this thats for sure, but i have no option but to keep moving. im just so mad that i have been robbed of so much time, and i just wish i could actually feel the rage and anger flowing through my body, but nope. i cant