mental stuff probably from low pregnenolone levels fucking up all the neurosteroids
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you gotta reframe the situation bro
"if i get through this, it will help me by making me stronger, resourceful, and resilient" etc etc
gotta look at yourself in the mirror and ask yourself why you feel like shit
then ask what could you do to make yourself feel better
and ask how getting through this can benefit you
grind
then you gotta visualize yourself getting through this situation and visualize the process of you grinding through
shit like that keeps your mental edge in tact
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also at least you even feel some energy slightly
i havent felt jack shit yet on the andro cycles lmao
but im here still going at it though with the protocols
Update on this cycle so far.
These days I’m severely depressed & apathetic which I expected,.& I really haven’t gotten anything crazy on the physical & sexual side of things.
It’s hard to explain sexually, I was getting Morning wood many days first few months going in, but now I haven’t gotten in in a month..I get plenty of rubbery erections whenever I lay or sit down, but this is kind of how it’s always been..
My lethargy is crazy, I barely get by at work, lift, and lay down to the next morning ..My muscles are still pretty soft, I seem stuck at 188-190 lbs even if I get stronger. I still haven’t gotten around to feeling the lactic acid burn in my muscles & legitimate soreness in the muscles (not tendons)Maybe a slight Itch on scalp, maybe.. I really don’t know.
Can’t lie it has basically been a month of suffering, but I HAVE to push through this cycle no matter how awful im feeling. Living second. By second..Hopefully my experience mirrors the same as the rest of you guys, as in feeling better on herbs after. This misery I’m trudging through has to be worth something. Just has to.
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You're feeling worse on R andro?
it raises gaba apparently so can make people feel lethargic.
IMO keep trekking and take that shit like medicine.
you're almost done round 1 and you'll know what to expect round 2. It only gets easier.
Yeah, mentally I expected to be screwed up. But when I saw the little to none physical responses it stressed me out a bit on top of it. I did put a certain expectation on what benefits should I feel on it despite me talking my shit saying I don’t care if takes me 20 cycles to get cured lol.
Edited: If anything I probably could just get it up easier, I get it up by swiping my tip through my pants a few times. Not the best quality in the world though. I made out with a girl a few weeks back & felt some action brewing.. but my brain got fucked with the sides. I was ready for it though. I know what it does to seretonin, gaba etc.
I hear ya biatch. Thing is though I’m already 4 weeks in, so might as well finish the damn thing if im this far in.
My pride really didn’t let me stray, I knew there was a chance I’d have serious mental issues. & other guys were telling me cut down dosages, do shorter cycles etc.. but I just said fuck it, I’ll take it all. If underneath all this my body is regenerating 5ar then it’s all good.
Stressing didn’t help either on top of it, I expected a explosion of me being close to 100% physically/sexually on the run.
More time I guess.
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No I agree, drop it now. Your body is still rejecting it.