Been a long time coming! Overwhelmed and don't know where to start.
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K8668B
Good point. No I am not enjoying life right now. I've even put a halt to chasing women and or trying to find a relationship with one. I have suffered the same fate each and every single time. Holy shit, my last intimate experience with a woman, was in march 2016, and that was the icing on the cake. crazy ass experience. That girl was basically my fantasy woman. It was a wake up call for sure. I still "got the job done", she even saw me 95% hard at one point, but did i do a good job? Fuck no. You cant with PFS. The rest of our experience went downhill after that. Took me 7 months after that incident, to finally get over her. Then 2 months after that, through more trials and tribulations, i finally came to the realization that it was PFS. I am just "existing" these days. That is it. But my head is clear though right now. Strangely my depression levels and anxiety levels are nowhere near as bad as theyve been in the past, because i am not all heartbroken over some woman, or some failed sexual experience. My head is clearer than its ever been
And the water fast, im all for it. I understand that it needs to be done at a therapeutic center. Trust me, i am not afraid of this.
I said that about the water fast because you had mentioned that you don't have the funds to buy herbs or clean food.... the water fast is quite expensive.
I wasn't saying it to question your commitment.
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Been a long time coming! Overwhelmed and don't know where to start.
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Originally Posted by
K8668B
I've gone periods in my life, where i did not drink alcohol for 8 months, and solely just sat idle, and trained in the gym, got in shape, and saved money. Then again, little did i know, that this whole isolation thing was possibly due to my PFS. But regardless, i am no stranger to isolation and doing what needs to be done to change. I've actually done it before.
Good... Because abstinence from alcohol is an absolute must during this period.
Just know that when all is said and done you will be able to drink again one day ... just not today
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Been a long time coming! Overwhelmed and don't know where to start.
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K8668B
Well the funds will come. The water fast is a definite first then. I'll have the funds soon, but just not this second. May take a few weeks. I've probably spent a shitload of money already trying to fight this disease over the decade. Primary care physicians, urologists, sex therapists, things at the vitamin shoppe. viagra or cialis didnt even work. Because this is not just "ed", this is post finasteride syndrome! The only thing that ever worked for me was prolab horny goat weed. and a certain kind of magnesium. had good results, but not to the level of pre-pfs. but that pro lab horny goat weed showed me that there was a light at the end of the tunnell.
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It's good to know that i will be able to enjoy alcohol again someday. It is actually at that point, that then i would actually have a legitimate reason to drink and "celebrate" ;) ;)
The herbs are powerful medicine no doubt. Just imagine your results when you cycle 21 of them....
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