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  1. Thread: Recoveries

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    Sticky: Hey all. I used to use this forum a lot...

    Hey all.

    I used to use this forum a lot during my darker days, just checking in to say I've got my life back.

    I took Fin for around 4 fucking years and crashed after a solid week of binge...
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    Hi guys. It's been a while since I checked in. ...

    Hi guys. It's been a while since I checked in.

    Happy to say I am doing pretty great. Mental symptoms are now 99% gone. No suicide ideation, very little anxiety, perfect sleep. Memory is maybe a...
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    Just chiming in. My voice was incredibly wispy...

    Just chiming in. My voice was incredibly wispy and weak for over a year after I crashed, I'd now say it has 100% recovered
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    I got the same problem, my dude. It's a massive...

    I got the same problem, my dude. It's a massive pain in the ass.
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    Banged my girlfriend multiple times this week and...

    Banged my girlfriend multiple times this week and busted ever increasing volumes of nut all over her. Call it an upswing, but damn I haven't felt this good for a while.
    Thanks for sticking with me...
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    Thanks, man. I know weed and beer sounds trivial,...

    Thanks, man. I know weed and beer sounds trivial, but it was a sustained lifestyle of just being drunk, high and full of 5ar inhibitors whilst jerking off all the time. It was like I was...
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    Mental sides got a lot better when sleep started...

    Mental sides got a lot better when sleep started to come more naturally. It's crazy what an anxiety ridden mess I used to be. I agree with you, and I'm incredibly grateful for how far I've come and...
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    Man, you've no idea how much I needed this today....

    Man, you've no idea how much I needed this today. Thank you.
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    Man, I am so fucked up right now. Dick looks...

    Man, I am so fucked up right now. Dick looks completely dead at this point. Giant ass veins, shrunken shaft, even more shrunken head, hangs loose with no elasticity. I was lying in bed a few months...
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    To be honest, I'd been on a pretty rough down...

    To be honest, I'd been on a pretty rough down swing so yeah lots of nagging thoughts. My girlfriend was pretty religiously conservative during her teens/early 20s so she's having her "sexual...
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    Busted my nut in a girl's mouth last night. Load...

    Busted my nut in a girl's mouth last night. Load was smaller than it should have been, and it took me a while to get there. Still, good to be off the mark. Haven't scored since I got PFS like a year...
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    Maybe an initial PCT option after an Andro run?...

    Maybe an initial PCT option after an Andro run? Start on this for a week and then wind back down to regular herb rotation. (Just an idea, though. I might be talking bollocks)
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    16 years younger? Fucking hell, bro. Sounds like...

    16 years younger? Fucking hell, bro. Sounds like you're doing something right!
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    Yeah man you nailed it. I got a bit too lost in...

    Yeah man you nailed it. I got a bit too lost in the toxic "Why me" shit recently. It's time to snap out of it and start pushing my limit again.
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    Hey guys, Not my usual type of post as no...

    Hey guys,

    Not my usual type of post as no updates or advice needed. Just wanted to share something I found today.

    I think with PFS you get in this mindset of "Shit, I took it all for granted...
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    You ever get suppression on R Andro alone or was...

    You ever get suppression on R Andro alone or was it just when you stacked it? I'm always pleasantly surprised on how few sides people seem to report.
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    You're a real scholar of this shit aren't you....

    You're a real scholar of this shit aren't you. Weird you don't mention the absolute horror stories of guys with PFS taking HCG. I'm sorry lifting weights and waiting till the PM to eat carbs is so...
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    Kate, first read this sites recovery section....

    Kate, first read this sites recovery section. Your son CAN improve if he's willing to commit to getting better. Then, go to TotalMaleOptimisation and read ALL of it. Your son has to be brave and...
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    Jesus, Bill Nigh the bullshit guy, you've really...

    Jesus, Bill Nigh the bullshit guy, you've really figured this shit out haven't you? Your solution to this kid's situation is to pop a couple more pills, sit round on his ass and maybe inject some...
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    Well Jesus fuck. What the hell do you reckon...

    Well Jesus fuck.

    What the hell do you reckon constitutes a batch? We talking hundreds of bottles or like ten?
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    Jacknap do you work with/use you computers a lot?...

    Jacknap do you work with/use you computers a lot?

    My sleep has improved a lot since I started wearing blue light filtering glasses when looking at screens. I'd recommend them if you need a little...
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    Bro, if wishes were horses we'd all be eating...

    Bro, if wishes were horses we'd all be eating steak.

    I don't mean to be a dick, but are you sure you have the right mindset for this forum? You're obsessing on something you literally can't...
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    Bro, with your god-like physique I struggle to...

    Bro, with your god-like physique I struggle to believe you have zero game.

    But yeah, you've summed up this experience perfectly. Despite this complete shit show, I've managed to cut out so many...
  24. My first crash came after a massive smoking...

    My first crash came after a massive smoking session. I'm convinced it contributed to it massively.
    Personally, I'd avoid that shit like the plague.
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    Hey gents, Hope you're all doing good. I...

    Hey gents,

    Hope you're all doing good. I notice there's some new guys here since I last visited, so just a reminder to stay positive and stick to the grind.

    Anyway, I'm seeking some advice from...
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