My life 2023 to 2018

[Zerolibido]

Cinema, wanking long walks sports no anhedonia joy emotions libido travel

2019 burnout

[The Goat]

Yes that's clear

[Zerolibido]

2020 feel.amazing

Go on holiday again 2020 pre winter lockdown
Mate cunt makes comments about eunuchs and testosterone fucking cheeky wee cunt
I take seroquel again
Weaker spontaneous erections

[The Goat]

I had amazing time pre-finasteride and the first year of finasteride. After that my life has had a massive down turn. Except my health is better now.

This has to be around 2016. So since 2015-2016 massive suffering up til now. I don't suffer much but before all this crap was a happy go lucky guy.

PFS is just a small part of it mate. If you are born unhealthy you are DESTINED to suffer in this life. Although you can definitely improve your situation. Everybody can. But truth is most people with PFS have underlying health stuff. From bad to terrible. Depending on your baseline health/genetics and lifestyle before finasteride.

That's why you have huge differences in how some people are in PFS. Some people are close to death's door while others still truck along fine (with some terrible symptoms, but they are NOT bedbound/bedridden/psych ward ready, etc.) Some people are not as sick as others. That simple. The way PFS impacts you and the level it does, is dependent on your health before using this drug.

Also as you can see you are not alone with this suffering. Plenty of people suffering for years. I am normal now. But the impact this stuff had on me is insane.

[The Goat]

BTW most people don't even know they are unhealthy or what healthy is... just because you have hair and not obese doesn't mean you're healthy. As an example. You can have many many problems in your body. Eventually in older age perhaps you get cancer. Or stuff like schizophrenia which often only starts to come out in mid twenties!

[Zerolibido]

Schizophrenia is diagnosed late teens up to mid twenties it's unusual for anyone older.
This fat dago bitch psychiatrist diagnosed me schizoaffective after ofs, I was in a psych ward a level above the usual one with vegetables and tragic figures.

I don't agree with you some guys were very healthy and got hit. I was a normal ok guy not a gym gier but fir enough
I was even very fit with PFS in my late thirties. Running about Berlin getting drunk every night waning each morning the hangover away.

There is a huge mental aspect though which we weren't allowed to discuss here. That fucking faggot English would get triggered easily if someone said they took a hiarloss pills blah blah he really is the biggest fucking cunt in PFS history he had pfs for like a year and thought he was superman the cunt.

I went through far far worse than any cunt with PFS on here certainly but in here it was all toxic man up shite if it was less mild cases chest beating i might have had an outlet fir my office angst and general life stuff.

[Zerolibido]

I agree though even you probably have an element of PTSD about the whole thing. Repressed memories. U was genuinely happy plenty of times but that office fucking predator decided to go after me like some mental rapist but still the fault was mine for never checking quetiapine was safe. If id nog touched any other shit after that office bollocks if have been ok as I've told you I felt the best I very felt for a few weeks and months in lockdown one. Flat stomach oily hair eye circles went away on zma
As well as pre finasteride libido levels. Can't help but winder what would have E happened had I gone fir HCG in early 19 as I had planned.

[The Goat]

I believe you. Maybe you were not super unhealthy. I definitely was.

The "man up" mentality here is a way to deal with PFS. For some people that works others not. I found that mentality helpful for me especially at the start. I was a complete mess. And sometimes manning up and temporarily suppressing your emotions and going hard at it can get you through the hardest points of PFS. You were probably not THAT bad in the sense you didn't need that. Some people do.

Was it 100% based in reality? No. But I said it before this website was one of the only ones who went at it hard. Instead of completely depending on studies, doctors, waiting, etc. Cdsnuts came up with something YOU can do today. And some of it really does work. E.g. the herbs are estrogenic, DHT-like, etc. they do stuff in the body. Also contain minerals.

You seem to be 100% convinced HCG, TRT, etc. would work for you. But it's hard to be 100% sure as I used both and had mixed (mostly negative) results as an example. That's why Id like to see you try some of this stuff. Then you can talk with conviction.

[Zerolibido]

You used both when you were still recovering I had a BASELINE OF SEXUAL LUST AND NORMAL COCK AND BALLS. I was about the only ideal candidate for TRT and or HCG you could get buy because I had tried TRT twice in three years BEFIRE LIBIDO CAME BACK I DIDN'T think to try it again

Coincidentally it was after that that this cult started in full so I put all my eggs in this basket

Tinbe fair maybe if I'd just gone to the gym it would have been enough but never been a gym guy. If someone had said hit girls go there I'd have gone lol, they couldn't even frame it properly it was shut.

Ultimately it was my fault hanging around that toxic office I should have left earlier.

I rememberniw was planning to go to the gym end of 2018 and even to got to a doc in north England 2019 and get HCG but I procrastinated and got burnout working with cunts instead. If I'd seen Joe kool or soemoyher gimp recover on HCG if have done it before. Just bad luck and bad decision MAKING. And don't say try it now my baseline has collapsed and my hormones don't work anymore.

[Zerolibido]

Like why did this gimp five alpha victim hang around here and he told nobody he was completely impotent?
I remember him saying we need to get in shower like middleweight boxers but hisngirminws weren't working I was comparing myself to a eunuch

Ninety percent of men who try and fail try and HCG are eunuch it should say that in flashing gold lights on Propecia Hell

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I hate this fucking cult it was all mild case gimps

Wtf is it even about do a fucking prohormonws cycle and a pct of herbs rofl wtf is this fucking bollocks all about and like ye emperors new clothes no cunt ever challenged it until me