Seriously dude, after all that was said and all these very intelligent people told you in the last thread you were posting on when you were panicking... stay clean and go back to basics for a while (Diet, exercise, sleep, relax) and then get tested free of everything. There'll be plenty of time for Sustain should you then feel you need it.

I understand the temptation but for the love of fuck, at least give yourself a fighting chance... I want to see you get well and you're kinda being your own worst enemy.