What should I add here?...
If memory serves me right, I encouraged you to wait on your very first ph cycle and build a solid base first.
There are different things learned by doing it "my way" vs "your way". You became quickly well versed in all the different compounds and how they would affect you and made some substantial gains out of the gate.
My gains came slower, over years rather than months. In the process, I learned the importance of form, form variation, training routine differences and the construction of well laid out routines for strength or size, nutrition for building maintaining or cutting, injury prevention or the ability to work around one, rest and recuperation, overtraining, tweaks and tricks of particular exercises, and the list goes on.
I didn't have the anabolic compounds to "make up" for my deficits. I had to figure all those out. In the end, I'm miles ahead for it. Even when I wasn't able to train for months at a time because of health issues, I still maintained a semi-athletic body. And when training resumed, muscle memory took over and strength and size returned fairly soon afterward.
Though I don't think your approach is best or smartest, I don't expect that my words will carry any more weight than they did prior to your first cycle. People do what they want. We all do it in one aspect or another. If this is what you think you need to get you back to it again, so be it. Though I won't compare you directly with ippy, keep in mind that if we see another thread like this from you in 6 or 12 months, the ippy comparisons will be forever emblazened upon the tallstraw name.
Best of wishes in getting back and keeping your training mojo. I hope to see you stick with it from here on out.