Yeah mental state has been bad lately. I had achieved at least a situation where I could have sex and relationships and not be lonely. And now that has been taken away from me again, mentally it feels like I'm back at the beginning. But I did it to myself.
I am from United States but currently living in South America and don't know where to get a blood test here? Any help is appreciated. My Spanish is decent but not fluent.
Also, besides fasting, what can I do to cleanse my system of all these compounds? I know it has a lot to do with metabolism.
And is it possible that cabergoline could actually be hurting my libido? I'm scared to come off it right now due to my recent fuck up with progesterone cream. Concerned about prolactin.
Two years ago, taking only cabergoline, my test went from 340 to 670 in 8 weeks. Estrogen rose also but I am convinced it does something positive. Also cleared up brain fog.
I went from having things relatively under control in March, to wacko, to relative stability, to now completely fucked up again.
Thanks for all the help guys. I appreciate the CONSTRUCTIVE advice so much. I hate to sound negative and like a complainer, thanks for bearing with me.
Last edited by Cdsnuts; 08-06-2015 at 09:57 PM.
Total Male Optimization "People who say it can't be done shouldn't interrupt those that are doing it"
Also @entropy is there a link where I can read about your recovery?
I'm coming up on 4 and a half years. Perhaps it happened to you also, where it felt like you had things under control only to fuck yourself up again.
My greed is what got me into trouble with fin in the first place and now that same greed fucked up my recovery.
Working on myself right now doing some soul searching. I hate being alone. I had built some positive relationships, had women in my life again, and now since my recent event with progesterone I make up excuses why I can't see people and am so lonely again I hate it. It's almost harder once you have something and lose it.
Total Male Optimization "People who say it can't be done shouldn't interrupt those that are doing it"
Nope. Both English and myself found that being quite private about the personal side of things minimised the psychological impact just because we weren't dwelling on things. I'm not really sure where the idea came from but we definitely found it to be a turning point. If you look real carefully there's a point where cd just stopped talking/thinking about it.. Right before he got better. Your mind is super powerful.
Cervix stabbing ftw.