Fair enough. At this point I just want to be doing everything I possibly can. Everything optomized 100%. Something maxout said a few months back has really stuck with me, and that's when my head hits the pillow at night I want to rest easy knowing I've done everything I possibly could that day to get better.
I'm the type of person that sucks at multitasking but gets obsessed with one or two things going on in my life...I've successfully made this an obsession lol