Been a long time coming! Overwhelmed and don't know where to start.

[K8668B]

Had a great day!! ALMOST got a spontaneous erection today. well i was talking to this girl at my work, and after i left and was driving home, i was thinking dirty thoughts about her, and i swear i almost got a natural boost down there. I lightly touched it a few times.. LIGHTLY, and it started rising a tiny bit. Not a full one, but hey thats progress. Since PFS, ive always been able to get myself hard through manual stimulation, and alot of those hard ons are only 80-90% at best. Sometimes getting a 100% one since PFS, but theyre somewhat rare. But it felt good. Been doing everything like i mentioned in my last post.

Broke my no fap streak today after 8 days. It felt good though. I had to!!! Started a new one now. Couldnt help it. Just used visual thoughts. No pictures, porn, etc. I like to give it a tug once every 7-15 days.

And just took a straight up cold shower from start to finish!! HOLY FUCK.. it felt amazing! Invigorating as fuck. It was probably only a 90 second shower though. But hey ill be saving on my water bill! HAHAHA!

And ive had zero depression/ anxiety! I mean i still get annoyed with certain things, but thats natural. Honestly... my anxiety has gone away since deciding to do CD's protocol. Basically knowing im finally gonna beat this thing. Been kicking ass in the gym.. i always had crazy veins... but i feel like my body has more veins NOW than it ever has!!! I love it! Pumped as shit! And i havent even started the herbs yet!! Just waiting on that last one from amazon! Once again, FUCK YOU amazon! Amazon should suck my dick in the future once i beat PFS... it will be a tough one for amazon to SWALLOW!! AHAHHAAHA!! oh man.. im feeling good as fuck.

Havent had much morning wood lately, but it always comes and goes. Depends on how i sleep. Even with PFS, theres been times where ill get morning wood 9 days in a row. Then there will be times where i wont get it for a few weeks. Regardless, i would say im definitely around 35%-40% at the moment.

Man, when i beat this thing, i would like to get sexual revenge from the last girl i fucked back in March, one year ago. It was roughly close to this time one year ago. My life changed forever at that point. I knew i needed to man up. I still wasnt fully aware of my problem yet at the time, but sub-consciously, i think i knew. It wasnt till i had a GOOD experience in november 2016, and december 2016 that i finally realized it was 100% PFS. She was nice and shitty at the same time. (the one from march 2016) But it taught me a lesson. We were so compatible too... despite what she says. We only met for a few days.. but we had been talking for almost a year. She couldve been the one. The things that happened leading up to, and during that experience. Man it was an epic story. I would love to tell the story sometime. Im over her now, to the point where im open to other women, and i dont care what she does. And im sane now too. But in a sense, ill never be "over" her. That was my lifelong fantasy woman... and for a reason too. ONE DAY.....

[K8668B]

BRING IT ON PFS!!! IM STILL FUCKING STANDING AFTER ALL OF THIS ABUSE!!!! I WILL DESTROY YOU!!! I GOT ALOT OF FIGHT LEFT!!! YEAHHHHH!!!!!!! ALMOST 31 years old too!!!! LETS END THIS SHIT NOW!!!! =) =) =)

[Cdsnuts]

How you feeling?

I imagine you came down a little bit from your last post....lol.

[K8668B]

How you feeling?

I imagine you came down a little bit from your last post....lol.

Hahahah! I feel great! I even woke up with morning wood today. it was like a 70% ish morning wood boner. I've had a few 100% ones despite pfs, but theyre rare. i was getting a few of them not too long ago, like back in november/december ish.

Im about the same as ive been the last few days. Havent missed a beat. workouts have been good. finally got on the track to do my sprints today. ran a faster 100m dash time at 30 years old, than i did when i was in high school. well in high school, i was more of a long distance runner, but we did sprints too.

Been hanging lower for most of the day too. Taking alot of prolab horny goat weed that ive already had. I still havent even gotten my 7th herb yet. The herb rotation is going to be my main thing, but on top of it, can i pop some prolab horny goat weed pills too? theyve always done me well. and the maca powder as well.

I have more veins on my entire body, NOW, than ive ever had. And i always had lots of veins. Must be mainly the cold showers. And a little bit from the sprints.

Nice new pic btw! lol

[K8668B]

STILL waiting on my 7th herb to arrive. Therefore, i still have not even started the herb rotation yet. And when my next paycheck comes in, i will order 3 more... PP powder, shilajit powder and shiljat tincture. So i'll start rotating with 7. And then when the next 3 come in, i will have 8 herbs in my rotation, and also the shiljit and PP something, both of which i can do everyday, along with my 8 rotating herbs at the moment. I will keep acquiring more too, until i have all 21.

Waiting on the butea superba. Amazon has just simply really made me sick with this one. Making me wait. I have 6 of them ready, and unopened at the moment. I order two at the same exact time from amazon, yet ONE arrives immediately, and the other one is going to take 3 weeks longer. WHY? Go fuck yourself again amazon.

In the meantime, the prolab horny goat weed capsules, and superfoods sunfoods maca powder have seem to worn off. it was expected though. I'm going to give them a rest anyways. I'm still at about 35% these days though, i would say.

HOWEVER, life has been quite euphoric as ever. My head has been clear. I finally got a few days off from work. I could have gotten more rest today, but i still feel good. Killed it in the gym today on chest, and headed back for triceps a little bit later. I just feel good about life. I AM HEALING! I take things one day at a time, and im not all heartbroken over some woman, and im not trying to get involved with one, until i reach a certain level. Otherwise, if i did, it would just be the same old experience as its always been for me, for the last 10 years.

On another note, i have maintained a normal sleep schedule for last 3 weeks. So despite my non-24 issue, ive been somewhat stabilized! And im doing well, and fighting to stay disciplined and stabilized!

[Master Mal]

STILL waiting on my 7th herb to arrive. Therefore, i still have not even started the herb rotation yet. And when my next paycheck comes in, i will order 3 more... PP powder, shilajit powder and shiljat tincture. So i'll start rotating with 7. And then when the next 3 come in, i will have 8 herbs in my rotation, and also the shiljit and PP something, both of which i can do everyday, along with my 8 rotating herbs at the moment. I will keep acquiring more too, until i have all 21.

Waiting on the butea superba. Amazon has just simply really made me sick with this one. Making me wait. I have 6 of them ready, and unopened at the moment. I order two at the same exact time from amazon, yet ONE arrives immediately, and the other one is going to take 3 weeks longer. WHY? Go fuck yourself again amazon.

In the meantime, the prolab horny goat weed capsules, and superfoods sunfoods maca powder have seem to worn off. it was expected though. I'm going to give them a rest anyways. I'm still at about 35% these days though, i would say.

HOWEVER, life has been quite euphoric as ever. My head has been clear. I finally got a few days off from work. I could have gotten more rest today, but i still feel good. Killed it in the gym today on chest, and headed back for triceps a little bit later. I just feel good about life. I AM HEALING! I take things one day at a time, and im not all heartbroken over some woman, and im not trying to get involved with one, until i reach a certain level. Otherwise, if i did, it would just be the same old experience as its always been for me, for the last 10 years.

On another note, i have maintained a normal sleep schedule for last 3 weeks. So despite my non-24 issue, ive been somewhat stabilized! And im doing well, and fighting to stay disciplined and stabilized!

Way to go, buddy! Sounds like you're progressing nicely. Really proud of you.

[K8668B]

Thanks bro! Still have a LONG WAYS to go, but i can only hope the same for you! Definitely lay off of those pharmaceuticals, and avoid gluten. Ironically, a family member of mine today ordered 2 pizzas, and invited me to come over. I turned it down. I had to. Wouldnt do me any good.

[Master Mal]

Thanks bro! Still have a LONG WAYS to go, but i can only hope the same for you! Definitely lay off of those pharmaceuticals, and avoid gluten. Ironically, a family member of mine today ordered 2 pizzas, and invited me to come over. I turned it down. I had to. Wouldnt do me any good.

Indeed. It's hard for me as I'm from New Jersey. Pizza is our religion there. But I'll stay strong.

And I'm looking to kick the Wellbutrin ASAP. Unfortunately, it's not one of those things you can quit cold turkey otherwise I'd have already thrown my pills in the garbage.

[Cdsnuts]

Indeed. It's hard for me as I'm from New Jersey. Pizza is our religion there. But I'll stay strong.

And I'm looking to kick the Wellbutrin ASAP. Unfortunately, it's not one of those things you can quit cold turkey otherwise I'd have already thrown my pills in the garbage.

You don't have to tell me.... I've lived in New Jersey all my life. It's a choice like anything else. It's not that difficult.

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[Maxout777]

Thanks bro! Still have a LONG WAYS to go, but i can only hope the same for you! Definitely lay off of those pharmaceuticals, and avoid gluten. Ironically, a family member of mine today ordered 2 pizzas, and invited me to come over. I turned it down. I had to. Wouldnt do me any good.

I would still go over and spend time with people and just not eat the pizza. I highly credit my ability to turn my mindstate around in the beginning to spending time with family and friends and just getting my mind off this bullshit for awhile.

Just my two cents.