I WANTED TO UPDATE. MY SKIN STARTED BOUNCING BACK BIAAAAACZES YASS
I love all of you srs <3
I can dent my hand in and it's gone within 30s-5min. 2 weeks ago this fkin dent stayed for almost 2 HOURS and it was horrifying. 4days ago for something like 1h. Now it's gone in earlier than 5min(yesterday too but I didn't want to freakout). TIME TO REVERSE the 10 years I've lost on my face ahaha. Even my tits and arm-skin started to sagg holy fkin shiet was that scary. 1 more month and I probably wouldn't have left the house ever again xD
I'm not sure if it's alrdy getting better on my face or so, cuz I noticed I still don't sweat on my face, but I'm sure if the body is catching up everything else will.
The full month straight after crash living like a monk, abstaining from absolutely everything that spikes dopamine and focusing on super healthy nutrition and sleep has probably made this possible. And this is only due to you guys. No way I could've stayed positive for so long on my own without any proper guidance.
I'm so grateful that you guys made this possible. Really as Rick said on that other post, I don't even know what traumatized me more, the crash or pph. Glad I got banned from there.
My herbs arrived today, gonna start using them tomorroww and I'm sooooo hypeeeeeeed. I will rip the fkin gym apart with my featherbiczassweight. 7Months no gym and 15kg less weight. I CANT FREAKING WAIT.
Something I should add, I went to get a massage 3 days ago. I thought the headache from the fincrash was by far the most painful experience in my life(and I had quite some in my life XD), but no. This massage was so painful I was literally laughing for an hour out of pain. That dude was like, how tf can you have such a stressed/stiff body at 29. He was like, if your muscles are chill, you won't even feel me. And the next day it was like my skin started working again (remember what I wrote about the meditation and the neck in some posts earlier.)(He told me tho he'd need at least like 6 sessions to fix my shitty back permanently) Coincidence or placebo, idc. it worked with everything else combined!!
Endleeeeess gratefulness!!