Thanks jacknap!, u re right I need to stop spamming so much XD. Since I have noone to really talk about it I just let loose here to flush my mind.
Yesterday/today my libido is literally through the roof, almost pre-fin wise. So now I feel like prefin trying to avoid fapping XDD, to frekin not stress my body. Since I can feel the exhaustion shortly after, and numbness increases aswell after fap for hooours.
Funny is cuz I got drunk now what, like 3 times? Every time I had this hangover libido spike, but now it's been 2 days and it's still sticking lol. Maybe there's rly some weird allopreg and gabashiet bouncing happening xD Same time my heart is beating stronger(very negative).
Same as after/during gym I suddenly get this huge euphoric/positive attitude feeling.
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jacknap Any more advice on actual stuff to use? Like maybe more PinePollen or so during days where I expect sex? Arginine? Or even cialis? Do I use the bathmate on days I expect or better avoid it?(Still havent used it).
I'm pretty sure now after checking yesterday I have fucking PE, thought it's from not fapping long but I really struggle, like it's similar with the thing with my heart. Feels like somewhat unrelated to mind/feelings. As if there's this whole cortisolissue still going strong.
Before crash I had it sometimes but just at the start, if I'd "pass" that I'd be good, but I never struggled to get a 2nd round almost immediately so I never really cared about it anyway, while now I'm not sure if I will even feel my dick at all minutes after XD