Everyone fucks up man. I fucked up plenty myself, just never posted about it. I love alcohol/beer and I had my struggles during recovery too. I usually tried to set realistic goals, such as three months or six months instead of years of abstinence. That made it more manageable.

Obviously living as spartan like as possible is going to accelerate things, but it’s tough in life especially these days. Don’t beat yourself up about it....get on the horse and ride again.