Yeah it was stupid and abusive looking back. Was a fun time during it though.
I've tried all sorts of dopamine related things and some have helped but nothing exceptional. I am about to run some BPC-157 orally as I've read some great literature and experiences of it treating and potentially reversing the amphetamine-induced "brain injury" which is what I attribute my emotional problems too. Will definitely report back. As a new father, I would like to actually have emotions on big events in my child's life lol.