Originally Posted by
Zonz
Alright, I definitely need to get out of this house. My sisters boyfriend just threatened to beat me up because I unplugged her wall freshener. I never gonna recover with all this stress. I’ve only been tossed around since getting PFS, they gave me common human dignity before PFS but now if I make one wrong move (which I make often due to panic attacks and general brain fog) they pounce on I with no empathy or hesitation. My mom is supporting me more since that happened but she still disregarded my PFS completely before this, my sister routinely sends her boyfriend to yell at me then gives half arsed apologies 30 minutes later, and my dad ignores me. Stress and xenoestrogens are killing my recovery and my life, now I feel like everybody has a problem with me. Straight up Imposter syndrome.
Doesn’t help we live right next to farms they spray pesticides every day, that’s probably why we’re all crazy. I’ve Decided I’m gonna live on campus when I move to college, hopefully alone and bring the protocol with me. Sorry for venting, and I just want to say thank you for motivating me to do this protocol and live healthily. I’m doing it near 100% now and my brain is working good enough to where I can see the wrongdoings around me and still think clearly. So thanks.