
Originally Posted by
Mojo
Yea pretty much daily. But my mind is filled with unshakable doubt because of my OCD tendencies. Breathing and showers usually calm me down enough, but I need some extra ways of readjusting the way I think about things. The chaos feels so ingrained at this point that I can’t control it during my sleep. And then waking up from intense nightmares and having to get out of bed every 3 hours to do breathing is such a drag that only made me hate sleeping even more. Wim hoff was the biggest game changer so far tho, I’m recommending it to everyone.
My LEH order that contains my blue vervain has been held at customs for a month now, it’s getting real annoying.
I think I’m going to go for a stretch of daily multi hour meditation for a bit and see what that gives me. Sort of a mental cleanse / fast