Originally Posted by
Outlaw
Hey thanks for taking the time.
Downswing doubt is the perfect term. When I feel good and I look back at my downswings, I can't understand how skewed my mindset was.
I just have a hard time with the tinnitus because it's potentially permanent, and I associate that adjective with a lot of anxiety. However, I think if I were 100%, I wouldn't really care about the T. What kills me is the combination of PFS + Tinnitus + too much time to think.
I totally agree some have it worse. However I still feel unlucky in some way, as I got hit with sexual/mental sides and tinnitus from a single 1mg pill.
But you're right, I gotta march forward. As my brother tells me, there's a recovery date somewhere on the calendar, and I have to do everything in my power to avoid having it pushed back.
Going to my bloodtest tomorrow, will order some Alpha Four if my E is still low.
Thanks for the encouraging words. I will buckle up for the ride and report when things improve.