Noir King's Recovery Log

[MungYarlon]

Also, for some context, I hold very little body fat and have to eat like a psycho to put on weight while lifting and doing the sprints as per the tmo protocol. Even then, if I let my foot off the pedal for a few days with the eating, I can see my body stating to slim down. Additionally, I have noticed oftentimes at the peak of my upswings, when I figure my test is very high, that I'll have a day or two where I can get emotional fairly easily. I suspect this is from my high test being aromatized, which is fine and dandy, but the thing is that I don't often feel like this at all. It is a VERY unusual feeling for me to experience that sort of emotionality. The long in the short of it is, if my E isn't average, I feel it must be pretty low on any given day.

People with lower body fat have a lot less estrogen. Low E and high E symptoms are very similar for many people, but it's probably a good sign that you feel these emotions on some days- means the body is balancing and readjusting.

[lastnoirking87]

Update on creatine debacle: I am completely recovered from it as of the last few days. Wanted to wait a few days before declaring this officially. Reinvigorated my faith and dedication to the breathing exercises, which I'm now sometimes doing for upwards of an hour.

[MileyCrabz]

That’s great to hear man. Love breathing exercises with some meditation to help calm the mind. Sounds like you're doing really good, PFS will be a distant memory in no time!

[Zerolibido]

Fuck m.jealous im.Ducked

In was better than all.of.you grudgingly 2021

[MungYarlon]

Update on creatine debacle: I am completely recovered from it as of the last few days. Wanted to wait a few days before declaring this officially. Reinvigorated my faith and dedication to the breathing exercises, which I'm now sometimes doing for upwards of an hour.

That's good to hear. I was pretty confident you would get better after a few days, creatine is just too hit or miss to take during recovery.
Even now I don't really plan on ever taking it, there are many better options out there.

[lastnoirking87]

That’s great to hear man. Love breathing exercises with some meditation to help calm the mind. Sounds like you're doing really good, PFS will be a distant memory in no time!

Thanks for the feedback. Fighting this can feel extremely lonely at times. I'm still feeling better...and I concur; it will be conquered soon enough👍

[lastnoirking87]

That's good to hear. I was pretty confident you would get better after a few days, creatine is just too hit or miss to take during recovery.
Even now I don't really plan on ever taking it, there are many better options out there.

You were correct, and good on you for doing your research before trying creatine. I wish I had done a little beforehand because, if I knew what I know now, I wouldn't have considered it either.....there's no time to play around with things that might upset our progress when we are fighting the good fight.

[Zerolibido]

I want to murder those filthy ducking orange bastrds I'm sitting fondest here
There is no way this won't end in Sunnyside

Fucking massive muscle ducking wastage all over face neck shoulders arse.legs

I wasn't even a mild case In was a RECOVERED case

Those filthy orange ducks in is guns were.legal here I would excite all them

My mum had to go into care and I am tucked for for where is the justice so everywhere is god?

Fucking dirty oranegbfucking cunts