Explain the Science of This

[ToniBR]

Meditating is an excellent idea- if you're calm of if you found some kind of inner peace you made an big step forward, that is probably most important step.

High progesterone could be for a number of reasons, maybe was there all the time unspotted- Congenital adrenal hyperplasia;
if you're testicles are failling (both LH and HCG will raise progesterone) or your body is trying to produce more cortisol but cortisol gets used quickly, there are number of other possibilities but lets not speculate.

TSH
fT3
fT4
Progesterone Cortisol
LH E2 Total testosterone
SHBG Albumin, Prolactin
Also would be nice to see DHEA(s), Reverse T3
Thyroid Peroxidase Antibodies (TPOAb)
Thyroglobulin Antibodies (TgAb)

thats from hormones, there are other stuff that would be good to see: insulin, vit d,total blood count, ACTH stimulation test would give you a verdict on your adrenals.
Not sure if I missed something, anyone?

I already made all these and a couple others. The results should be ready in the next weeks. My sex department actually improved quite a bit in the last weeks. Funny how I achieved that mostly by controling my mind, but my physical sides and ability to think is still severly impaired.

[Jelisej]

I already made all these and a couple others. The results should be ready in the next weeks. My sex department actually improved quite a bit in the last weeks. Funny how I achieved that mostly by controling my mind, but my physical sides and ability to think is still severly impaired.

At some point we all start having issues, there are few that are exceptions, thats just a life.
At least, it seems that you are going in right direction.
Take one step at a time, dont put pressure on yourself.

[ToniBR]

At some point we all start having issues, there are few that are exceptions, thats just a life.
At least, it seems that you are going in right direction.
Take one step at a time, dont put pressure on yourself.

I agree! Actually things weren't so perfect right before fin to be honest. But anyway, I'm willing to put things on the right track now to fix the most. I'm not following blindly any protocol since I know the wrong things will make me worse and hinder my recovery. This is why I'm investing everything I have in the right blood tests and right drugs if necessary.

I'm thankful for your help, might thank you personally when I finally escape from this hell. Any kind words or will to help makes all the difference now.