Recoveries

[jacknap]

hey swolesource family

So I've been well over 85%+ for 6 months + I'd say between 90-110%?

I kept procrastinating writing the post because I wanted it to be indepth but I guess I can just rewrite and add more if need be.

I followed 90% of the protocol immediatly after crashing (found cdsnuts recovery post). I knew the value of mentors so having someone who troubleshooted it before me I think was the fastest way to get better. I crashed from using ru58841 just once (a strong topical research chemical anti-androgen). I got side effects 4 hours later and then had 6 weeks up and down. 2 weeks bad sides, 2 weeks bounce back where I was even better then before and then 2 weeks back and forth. I crashed June 2 2017 and did the actual water fast September 15 2017. My first RU dose was April 24 2017. I remember these dates quite well.

My main 4 side effects where

physical = puffy face, became skinny fat, lost muscle mass
sexual = impotence, loss of libido, erectile disfunction
mental = panic attacks, anhedonia, depression
sleep = frequent wakes, insomnia (at it's worst could only sleep 2 hours a night)

NOW after following cdnuts protocol to the letter for 18 months

Sleep = pretty much back to normal sleep 9 hours (I'll wake up once after 6 hours and then back to sleep after 30 minutes) so 90%?
Sex = I have sex about 4+ times a week (sometimes my boners are not as strong as I remember but I also suffered a penis injury, I'm usually the horniest guy at most parties though and I go to swingers clubs) so 85%+?
Physical = pretty much back to normal and in ways i'm hotter then before because I learned more about health + fashion during this 110%?
Mental = Pretty much back to normal here? 110%?

So overall I'd say I'm like 90-110% recovered? I have some weird lingering issues leftover but I'm pretty much back to normal. Maxout, Tubzy, Gbolduev, Cdsnuts, Entropy, English were all people who I read ever single post and tried to follow overlapping principles instilled in this journy.

More details you can just look at my thread etc. From back then when I crashed. I crashed when I was 26 almost turning 27 and now I'm 28.

I started partying and using drugs again in April 2019 (2 years after my first ru58841. I still follow most of the protocol but I'll have a cheat meal once in a while and I'll party :P Used drugs to party here and there but I'd advise to avoid it and know your limits when you start getting sloppy *** (edit)

I maintain a rotation of 3+ girls who are 18-24 and are really hot (I was heavy into and still am into pickup arts). I fucked over 100+ girls while in PFS.

I was pretty much one of the worst cases of PFS I had pretty much every symptom that everyone talked about and yeah I'm good now. I'm gunna stick around because I love the guys in this community and I learned so much cool stuff. I was always a health nut and biohacker before despite my party ways.

Probably missed a lot of stuff that I'll think about after I post this but I'm a perfectionist and finally got around to typing this. I'm going out now to an orgy with one of my friends with benefits haha CHEERS SEXY BITCHES

Me and two of my best friends since we were 13 went out already for celebration beers of my recovery in May :P

[Cdsnuts]

hey swolesource family

So I've been well over 85%+ for 6 months + I'd say between 90-110%?

I kept procrastinating writing the post because I wanted it to be indepth but I guess I can just rewrite and add more if need be.

I followed 90% of the protocol immediatly after crashing (found cdsnuts recovery post). I knew the value of mentors so having someone who troubleshooted it before me I think was the fastest way to get better. I crashed from using ru58841 just once (a strong topical research chemical anti-androgen). I got side effects 4 hours later and then had 6 weeks up and down. 2 weeks bad sides, 2 weeks bounce back where I was even better then before and then 2 weeks back and forth. I crashed June 2 2017 and did the actual water fast September 15 2017. My first RU dose was April 24 2017. I remember these dates quite well.

My main 4 side effects where

physical = puffy face, became skinny fat, lost muscle mass
sexual = impotence, loss of libido, erectile disfunction
mental = panic attacks, anhedonia, depression
sleep = frequent wakes, insomnia (at it's worst could only sleep 2 hours a night)

NOW after following cdnuts protocol to the letter for 18 months

Sleep = pretty much back to normal sleep 9 hours (I'll wake up once after 6 hours and then back to sleep after 30 minutes) so 90%?
Sex = I have sex about 4+ times a week (sometimes my boners are not as strong as I remember but I also suffered a penis injury, I'm usually the horniest guy at most parties though and I go to swingers clubs) so 85%+?
Physical = pretty much back to normal and in ways i'm hotter then before because I learned more about health + fashion during this 110%?
Mental = Pretty much back to normal here? 110%?

So overall I'd say I'm like 90-110% recovered? I have some weird lingering issues leftover but I'm pretty much back to normal. Maxout, Tubzy, Gbolduev, Cdsnuts, Entropy, English were all people who I read ever single post and tried to follow overlapping principles instilled in this journy.

More details you can just look at my thread etc. From back then when I crashed. I crashed when I was 26 almost turning 27 and now I'm 28.

I started partying and using drugs again in April 2019 (2 years after my first ru58841. I still follow most of the protocol but I'll have a cheat meal once in a while and I'll party :P Used drugs responsibly since then including LSD, GHB, Alcohol, Vyvanse, Adderal, Modafinil, Cocaine, Oxycodone and no I didn't crash again.

I maintain a rotation of 3+ girls who are 18-24 and are really hot (I was heavy into and still am into pickup arts). I fucked over 100+ girls while in PFS.

I was pretty much one of the worst cases of PFS I had pretty much every symptom that everyone talked about and yeah I'm good now. I'm gunna stick around because I love the guys in this community and I learned so much cool stuff. I was always a health nut and biohacker before despite my party ways.

Probably missed a lot of stuff that I'll think about after I post this but I'm a perfectionist and finally got around to typing this. I'm going out now to an orgy with one of my friends with benefits haha CHEERS SEXY BITCHES

Me and two of my best friends since we were 13 went out already for celebration beers of my recovery in May :P

FUCKING A!!!!!

Been waiting for this one! It's emotional.....you leaving now......lol.

All the best to you my man. You were a great student. Now you're reaping the rewards. LIVE THAT SHIT!!!!!