Quote Originally Posted by Mojo View Post
Don't ever take kratom then, first time I took it (a bit too much) I sat down in my couch, being perfectly happy just staring at my walls for 2 hours lmao.

Now that u mention drinking, I have been drinking fairly often just before I got hit with this downswing as a social lubricant with this girl I've been seeing. Alcohol probably still doesn't agree with me. Wouldn't mind never drinking again if it wasn't for my social anxiety.
Lmao. No Kratom for me.

Bro, that’s why you’re in the trenches now. Believe me, alcohol has been my biggest struggle through this, and the main reason I’ve set myself back. I go on dates fairly often so Ive also drank a bit in recovery due to the anxiety of meeting a girl, take it from me, it’s never worth it.

My last time I drank was a few weeks ago because I met a girl, and that will be the last time until I recover. You just gotta bin that shit until you heal. When it gets hard, just think of the guys on here also having to stay sober while in recovery, you’re not alone on that one.