So, I had some 6 and 7 day stretches without fapping, but sadly whatever mental progress I made in that area seemed to have collapsed in the last week. I don’t know what’s wrong with me that I can’t buckle down and stop that shit entirely. I’m not even feeling sexual pleasure from it - why can’t I stop doing it? I think it’ll be essential to recovering.
I had a significant upswing but without any ability to feel sexual pleasure. But at least it wasn’t painful when I ejaculated, which had been the norm for most of my time with PFS.
I’m at around 1 day without fapping and I am reading an online book that claims to be helpful, so we’ll see how that goes. I’ve been slammed with work and then I was sick and made diet improvements, so I have been out of the gym for a couple of weeks and I need to get back in on a daily basis again.
I don’t understand why I can’t seem to control myself. It’s ten thousand times harder than working out or anything else.