Originally Posted by
tallstraw
Dude, what are you talking about; enough is enough. I have a mind of my own, and it was to do the cycle, hence why I started a fucking cycle. To get me 100% into it and put me in the right state of mind to really honw in on what I wanna do. Did I use it as a crutch, Iinstead of my own motivation to do it natty, first. Yes, yes I did, was that right, no. But if i was 30 years old, and made the same posts, most pwople would've said goodluck and all that jazz. I say it with conviction too, because I see those logs, day in and day out. But don't get on here and start throwing shit around like you got your BA, then your masters, and have been practicing psychology for years. Readijg some articles doesn't make you an expert, nor can reading a few lines of what I post. What is a lack of masculine identity being determined by first off? Because I came on here and said I'm doing so-and-so, which basically everyone shot down. So I started doubting that it was right, and went to go stop, then you said no use in stopping, get what you can out of it. Then a few echoed what you said as well. Either way I fucked up by starting so I was trying to make the most educated decision since either way I fucked up already. Being condescending doesn't get your point across any better, you look like a pompous asshole. Can you atleast point out these "classic Freudian examples" since nothing has been edited. Or do you just pull stuff out of your ass because I don't live my life like you do, and yours is somehow the correct way. In the end, putting people down doesn't raise you up any. What is my shitty situation as well, I'd say considering everything, I have it pretty easy, 75% of people around me have it worse than me. I'd actually say I'm fairly blessed, because I'm not being dealt bad hands, every problem I have is a result of a bad choice. Not once has any of my decisions created a danger foe those around me, nor will they. Get off your fucking soap box, clown. I respect the shit out of your hormonal advice, but you definitely just lost some credibility elsewhere, from me.
To dwyer, yeah we run alot. But luckily today and coming up we have spur ride and spur ride activities so well be rucking and stuff, like todays 5mile'r. I'll keep all that in mind. YES, I normally do overhand, and when mygrip starts going I switch to hooks. Once thats out, it sumo and straps
Mod can just delete this journal if they want. I got what I needed out of this. I know how to handle sides, I'll be back in a few months with the update.