No offence, but you need to address your possible adrenal issues, I could place a bet that your cortisol is low.
Once you bring it to right level your be able to adequately respond to stress (or not respond at all for unimportant things).
Bro' we are here to help, not to argue.
When my cortisol was low and adrenal output was low in general- I used to behave like some kind of revolutionary- I used to see all sorts of injustice everywhere and used to get upset big time, some little things used to make my blood boil inside, even used to get violent toughts sometimes... Pay attention to John Goodman here:
The Big Lebowski - Over the line HD - YouTube
they peed on your fucking rug - Lebowski epiphany - YouTube
i must confess i too thought John and Milburn were one and the same, based on the overall content of the posting lol
thanks for clarifying, DJ
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