Whats up guys! Hope you're all doing good. Looks like I found a place where I can recover and grow.(Wish I had found it sooner)

Brief intro:

6-7 months usage from July 2015-Jan 2016
Slow subtle crashing since then until complete meltdown in Oct 2016
mental and physical side effects

Goals:

Learn from everyone here, motivation, recover from this b.s., get my life back and more