Hey guys, so my story basically is:

I took fin for 4 1/2 years, right from my I was 19 and didnt notice very many side effects aside from very little ejaculation and a slight bit of short-term memory impairment. However, I kept taking it because my hair became beautiful lol.

However, last summer, i decided to play with Sarms. I tried LGD and cardarine and alongside the great increase in stamina and gym gains, my libido went through the roof and I wanted to hump anything and everything. However, as early as my first week on sarms, suddenly I experienced a lot of shedding. Fin had stopped my hairloss to 1 or 2 hair per day and had improved my hair quality dramatically.

However, now It was almost as if my hair became thin overnight and would fall off to a gentle pull.

I stopped the sarms for two days, and my hairloss stopped.
However once i started again, it came back.

The stupid person that I was, I attributed it to raised DHT and tried to supplement fin with even more DHT blockers. I added green tea extract, saw palmetto, high dose zince and biotin when actually what I was experiencing was telogen efluviam.
I took this for a few days before realizing that my energy and mental clarity was going for a toss.
It did nothing for my hair anyway so I discontinued the use.

I completed the LGD cycle and added in S4 and followed it up with pct of nolva and clomid for 2.5 weeks. Interestingly my hairloss stopped around that time and I felt ok.
However, around 3, weeks from then, that very aggressive hairloss came back.

Note: was on fin all the time during these times.

In the past I have even taken 2 tablets of fin and felt perfectly fine, but now it was really eating up on my mental energy and giving me bit of a limp dick.
I discontinued its use. Ironically i was still more concerned about my hair more than anything and decided to jump on dutasteride.

In the first week, i got a massive rush of libido and strong boners. However, into the second week, I literally crashed.
Started waking up after two hours into sleeping. Gained a ton of fat and had that old moon face that you get from high estrogen.

I stopped there and then and jumped on clomid and nolva for a month.
I went a bit too long and literally crashed my estrogen.

From there on in my journey to the docs started and all of them were clueless as a mofo.
All of them just asked me to rest and wait it out for 6 months or so to see what happens. I quickly realised that if I had to recover, it was not through their lame asses.

So right now my blood results are:

MY AGE IS 24 BY THE WAY.

1. ALP 67, AST 26, ALT 23, GGT 15, albumin 50, globulin 26, random glucose 5.
2. FSH 10.1, LH 10.1, Total testosterone 13.6,SHBG 25, testosterone to SHBG 54.4, prolactin 323.
3. Beta-HCG <1.
Blood Results 2016:
4. Free testosterone 0.350% (0.476 nmol/l) and the bioavailable testosterone 12.5 nmol/l (91.7%).

As you can see, my LH and FSH levels are way too high and show the symptoms of primary hypogonadism.

My present symptoms:
Loss of sexual function and libido
Testicular shrinkage
Very less ejaculatory volume
A weak short term memory.
And cortisol spikes from the intensive workouts.

I have been studying in the UK for my postgraduate and am in the final stages so did not have the complete time to start with CD's juicing protocol. However, i plan to start it in the next week as Easter break allows me time for that and I would hopefully go for over a month on it.

I have used the herbs without getting the rest of the protocol; diet/ workout and they have cleared my anxiety and depression a touch. However, i always knew that it was not going to work like this, so I will get everything set up straight after the cleanse.

Just a question guys: my LH levels are way too high given my grape like testicles. I have read that supplementing with cacium/ magnesium solves that.
However for that, you need adequate levels of vitamin D and according to a report in January, my vitamin D levels were as low as 4.
I started supplementing with solgar's supplements and that gave me a urinary tract infection (UTI) which I at first thought was a prostate issue.

So is it a case of my body not being able to metabolize the vitamin D due to poor gut health which I have always had on fin; constipation and bloat? However, i had solved the constipation through a herbal mixture that I took in the morning, yet I got the UTI.

You response to my post would be much appreciated