Originally Posted by
Sploicers
So, personally I think there has been some negativity on this board recently (maybe desperation is a better word?). So, I thought I'd give a quick update.
I have continued to get better every day. A lot of my symptoms have noticeably gotten better over the past 2-3 weeks.
ED: WAY better. I still cant really seem to get a 100% bone, but its at the 90% range at least. I'm pretty sure I could have sex and get away with it. (these are the times I wish I had an established gf to try it out). I can get blood into my dick way faster now as well, with a lot less concentration. I can even get pretty hard off sexual thoughts now (no stimulation manual or visual). Which is great! Its come and go but fuck it, I'll take it.
Libido: Clawing its way back. I notice myself unconsciously looking at girls again. I also get that gut punching blood rush that you feel when you see someone smoking hot again. Which is AWESOME. Its not 100% but its definitely there.
Aggression: Had zero when I crashed. Couldnt care less if I lost (I am a super competitive guy so that was really weird for me). I have the anger back. Not 100% but definitely at least 60%. Starting from zero, ill fucking take that. Find myself getting mad at video games again. Also I am yelling at other fucking awful drivers again and generally losing my patience more and more. AMAZING
Creativity/Work ethic: Improvements there. More focused at work. More general willingness to actually do that work.
Mood: I am rarely if EVER anxious. I KNOW i am going to recover and am generally in a great mood all day.
Strength: Back to my pre SP self. Curling 50lb dumbells, finding myself pushing for that extra rep.
Personal stuff ahead....
Volume: When i was on SP, i had baby teenager loads. Watery, just really not that great. I'm back to superhuman loads again. God help the next chick I bone and if she decides to swallow.... Haha! Thick as well. Fucking awesome.
Could still use improvement: Sleep (although this is better too), that stupid ass curve in my dick, libido, EQ. I might get the pump to help with the curve. I really just think i need to get some blood in there to fix it.
On a side note, my hair has started to fall out again. I might start finasteride to stop it.
YEAH FUCK THAT.
I cant wait till I go bald now.
Keep on chugging brothers. Every night before I sleep I literally verbally tell my body "good job, keep that shit up" and cant wait to see what improves the next day.
Stick to the protocol. Overcome.