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    Cool

    delete. it's true... but working on a lot of other stuff. gl.

    Fine whatever don't delete. I wanted to change the title, because, I don't actually have a question. I wrote this late at night 21 days ago or so. People can believe it or not, makes zero difference to me. I believe and trust in me.

    I'd also like to get rid of the sunglasses in the title, but it's not a big deal.
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    1 more thing. Lots on this other forum that several of you know about and also elsewhere (even in personal life) asked me what I did...
    I tried putting it on Imgur or somewhere. Not on facebook (I deleted it like at 18-21 several times and then never put it up again except for work).
    So I deleted the hard to follow ones, and split it into three images, that I am certain make sense (to many, maybe not everyone).

    Again, I did some of what CD mentioned in terms of Fasting, Refeeding, Juice Feasting (over a month. maybe 1.5mo total), and R-Andro, and Herbs.
    I also strength trained since mid teens, and all of this year minus days where I couldn't even stand or shower (i.e. pre extended fasting).
    I did also* Use tools I found on the aforementioned forum.

    I didn't want to, because I'm writing exams and also trying to deal with other neuro issues. And, I am also in the midst of deciding to visit a fatally ill relative. And I just think it's kind of bad luck. I have not crashed since Jan 6th, 2018. I took Fin 125 days max, last year, probably less.

    In any case, I thought I'd place this here, in case it helps give hope to anyone:

    I have final steps in mind, and the Notes specify things that definitely are not for the vast majority of people. However, they help my other issues.

    Except Choline, that can be helpful to maintain erectile quality and also helps mood regulation (much like the depleted neurosteroids due to Fin, help).

    That can be researched at anyone's leisure.

    I was sick much of my 20's and teens before with neuro and psyche issues, but then got a lot better at 23. And at times seem perfectly fine, but I took a medicine last yr that led to hairloss, and hence, took Finasteride. Soon that will be a distant memory. I can't offer much advice, because everyone's different. And, hey I had zero advice for quitting coke, alcohol, losing like 100lb as a teen, major surgery, like 30 near death experiences, so whatever. In any case:

    1. I took Fin last yr 125d max. I am 80-90%+ better, after 227 d of very hard work (better now). Heres what I did. - Album on Imgur

    This was written Aug. 20, reflecting health from July. I'd say 80% mid june and 50-60% in late April.
    These are obviously subjective, qualitative measurements.

    Like 2-3 issues remain... and one or so may just be me anyways.

    I know I'm way better, because post Effexor and post PSSD -- ADHD and Mania... and Insomnia returned in Rampant Ways.... and unfortunately (it's fine for work up to a point), a lot of insomnia has returned. I will use TEI.

    I was getting a bit better last yr after crash but life was still extraordinarily difficult.
    Like 14d into water fasting it improved... so my suffering could have been reduced by 348 days (almost all of last yr).
    So like 0-5 percent in 2 wks. And 50% two months --- since trying (really hard).

    That's it.
    Believe it or not, keep it real, I don't give a fuck.

    Any questions - ask me on the other place, if interested, I may respond... sarcasm is almost guaranteed.

    You can all agree w/ one another. I got money to make.
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    A RANT (true rant but still).
    Last edited by CSM25; 09-23-2018 at 11:00 AM. Reason: Trying to Be A Nicer guy.

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    LMAO

    worldstaaaarr!!!


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    haha jk im changing that some girl just told me "NAME" you're angry all the time... kind of was a whole thing, actually really like her, she's pretty cute but whatever..> SHE DOESN'T get it... ANYWAYS, not even angry at her at all. its all fucked up man, whatever. She's judgey but yes, she is rite in this case.

    She's super privelged and doesn't get that MALE life is COMPETITION. Of c competition should be in business and money... but also health and life... but not just to prove others wrong. I don't know. I'm in attack mode since 22 or so.


    EDIT: I actually wasn't kidding at all, but I shall stay on GOD's good side, for now. WHATEVER. He sits there on his cloud judging people like me, that's not fair is it??
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    Apologized to her/ just great. Jesus... Rather be asexual almost.

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    OH just walk away... that's what you always do.

    !!!@#!@#@

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    @Lakehouse99 @jacknap GUVERNMENT's closed rite???
    FInally someone is asking the real questions.

    YOU guys ever go to the sketchy underground casino in KENSINGTON?

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    Quote Originally Posted by CSM25 View Post
    @Lakehouse99 @jacknap GUVERNMENT's closed rite???
    FInally someone is asking the real questions.

    YOU guys ever go to the sketchy underground casino in KENSINGTON?
    never been to a sketchy underground casino ever let alone in kensington haha

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    Quote Originally Posted by Lakehouse99 View Post
    never been to a sketchy underground casino ever let alone in kensington haha
    lakehouse is from toronto too? shieeet u still live here?
    From rock bottom to rockstar, baby.

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