It’s all outlined in this thread, although i know it is long and would take you maybe an hour to read, all the answers are there. It’s just not healthy for me to count the time or rehash everything… I cant dwell on it. I have to move forward only, and if you want answers about my past, they are in my thread. I hope you understand I’m not trying to be rude, I just need to protect my mental health and only focus on positivity.
I need help figuring out what I’m doing wrong, and a way forward. I’m very smart, everything is spelled out from A to Z, but nevertheless, I am fucking this up badly.