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    Yo what to do with sex help? My dick is obviously still in shitty shape, it's been like 5weeks that I got some feeling there. Errections happen, but the longer I stay errect the number it gets, I suffer quite a bit from PE if I noticed that right in addition too.
    And I got this fkin bending going on, which is awful when the errection is weak, but in full it's "acceptable". Just the problem is it's hard to get like a full errection. I got the bathmate today but haven't tried it yet.
    Reason i ask cuz I got free house for 2 weeks now, and I got this hot af 19 year old actually wanting to come over for some days to "help me out" and relax with sum wine and stuff. I knew she was interested and I expected this to happen but not that soon, and she spamphoned me today and is like tomorrow I got ma own car and well she wants to feel all the freedom that it brings xDD

    And now I'm like, I REALLY WANT THIS FUCK AHAHA. But honestly I'm really not ready for this, especially if there's wine again or shit fak, whattoodoo xd

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    Quote Originally Posted by Bankai9000 View Post
    Yo what to do with sex help? My dick is obviously still in shitty shape, it's been like 5weeks that I got some feeling there. Errections happen, but the longer I stay errect the number it gets, I suffer quite a bit from PE if I noticed that right in addition too.
    And I got this fkin bending going on, which is awful when the errection is weak, but in full it's "acceptable". Just the problem is it's hard to get like a full errection. I got the bathmate today but haven't tried it yet.
    Reason i ask cuz I got free house for 2 weeks now, and I got this hot af 19 year old actually wanting to come over for some days to "help me out" and relax with sum wine and stuff. I knew she was interested and I expected this to happen but not that soon, and she spamphoned me today and is like tomorrow I got ma own car and well she wants to feel all the freedom that it brings xDD

    And now I'm like, I REALLY WANT THIS FUCK AHAHA. But honestly I'm really not ready for this, especially if there's wine again or shit fak, whattoodoo xd
    I got really good at going down on girls and then their feelings of pleasure and moans would activate my dick. I think a pussy in your face will help unlock your sexuality. It's not the same as just having a stiffy before u take off your pants but yeah I'd go down on her and walk myself while i'm doing it and should be ready to go depending on how far into recovery you are. in a sense PFS made me a way better lover

    also I used to do it too the way you do but try to make your posts shorter because I see like 5 paragraphs and I'm like ugh I don't want to read this even though I wanna help lmao try to make it more concise (at least for me will make me want to help you more)
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    Quote Originally Posted by jacknap View Post
    I got really good at going down on girls and then their feelings of pleasure and moans would activate my dick. I think a pussy in your face will help unlock your sexuality. It's not the same as just having a stiffy before u take off your pants but yeah I'd go down on her and walk myself while i'm doing it and should be ready to go depending on how far into recovery you are. in a sense PFS made me a way better lover

    also I used to do it too the way you do but try to make your posts shorter because I see like 5 paragraphs and I'm like ugh I don't want to read this even though I wanna help lmao try to make it more concise (at least for me will make me want to help you more)
    Thanks jacknap!, u re right I need to stop spamming so much XD. Since I have noone to really talk about it I just let loose here to flush my mind.
    Yesterday/today my libido is literally through the roof, almost pre-fin wise. So now I feel like prefin trying to avoid fapping XDD, to frekin not stress my body. Since I can feel the exhaustion shortly after, and numbness increases aswell after fap for hooours.

    Funny is cuz I got drunk now what, like 3 times? Every time I had this hangover libido spike, but now it's been 2 days and it's still sticking lol. Maybe there's rly some weird allopreg and gabashiet bouncing happening xD Same time my heart is beating stronger(very negative).
    Same as after/during gym I suddenly get this huge euphoric/positive attitude feeling.

    @jacknap Any more advice on actual stuff to use? Like maybe more PinePollen or so during days where I expect sex? Arginine? Or even cialis? Do I use the bathmate on days I expect or better avoid it?(Still havent used it).
    I'm pretty sure now after checking yesterday I have fucking PE, thought it's from not fapping long but I really struggle, like it's similar with the thing with my heart. Feels like somewhat unrelated to mind/feelings. As if there's this whole cortisolissue still going strong.
    Before crash I had it sometimes but just at the start, if I'd "pass" that I'd be good, but I never struggled to get a 2nd round almost immediately so I never really cared about it anyway, while now I'm not sure if I will even feel my dick at all minutes after XD

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    Quote Originally Posted by Bankai9000 View Post
    Thanks jacknap!, u re right I need to stop spamming so much XD. Since I have noone to really talk about it I just let loose here to flush my mind.
    Yesterday/today my libido is literally through the roof, almost pre-fin wise. So now I feel like prefin trying to avoid fapping XDD, to frekin not stress my body. Since I can feel the exhaustion shortly after, and numbness increases aswell after fap for hooours.

    Funny is cuz I got drunk now what, like 3 times? Every time I had this hangover libido spike, but now it's been 2 days and it's still sticking lol. Maybe there's rly some weird allopreg and gabashiet bouncing happening xD Same time my heart is beating stronger(very negative).
    Same as after/during gym I suddenly get this huge euphoric/positive attitude feeling.

    @jacknap Any more advice on actual stuff to use? Like maybe more PinePollen or so during days where I expect sex? Arginine? Or even cialis? Do I use the bathmate on days I expect or better avoid it?(Still havent used it).
    I'm pretty sure now after checking yesterday I have fucking PE, thought it's from not fapping long but I really struggle, like it's similar with the thing with my heart. Feels like somewhat unrelated to mind/feelings. As if there's this whole cortisolissue still going strong.
    Before crash I had it sometimes but just at the start, if I'd "pass" that I'd be good, but I never struggled to get a 2nd round almost immediately so I never really cared about it anyway, while now I'm not sure if I will even feel my dick at all minutes after XD
    I would always recommend the bathmate up to four hours before sex as it really get's the dick full and stretched to accept more blood therefore giving a better erection. Just don't over do it or hurt yourself. Slow and steady with the bathmate.

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    Quote Originally Posted by jacknap View Post
    I got really good at going down on girls and then their feelings of pleasure and moans would activate my dick. I think a pussy in your face will help unlock your sexuality. It's not the same as just having a stiffy before u take off your pants but yeah I'd go down on her and walk myself while i'm doing it and should be ready to go depending on how far into recovery you are. in a sense PFS made me a way better lover

    also I used to do it too the way you do but try to make your posts shorter because I see like 5 paragraphs and I'm like ugh I don't want to read this even though I wanna help lmao try to make it more concise (at least for me will make me want to help you more)
    This is what I would do as well. Always helped me out. And then if things don't go your way, at least you got her off and she'll be more then happy to be with you again.
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    Quote Originally Posted by Bankai9000 View Post
    Thanks jacknap!, u re right I need to stop spamming so much XD. Since I have noone to really talk about it I just let loose here to flush my mind.
    Yesterday/today my libido is literally through the roof, almost pre-fin wise. So now I feel like prefin trying to avoid fapping XDD, to frekin not stress my body. Since I can feel the exhaustion shortly after, and numbness increases aswell after fap for hooours.

    Funny is cuz I got drunk now what, like 3 times? Every time I had this hangover libido spike, but now it's been 2 days and it's still sticking lol. Maybe there's rly some weird allopreg and gabashiet bouncing happening xD Same time my heart is beating stronger(very negative).
    Same as after/during gym I suddenly get this huge euphoric/positive attitude feeling.

    @jacknap Any more advice on actual stuff to use? Like maybe more PinePollen or so during days where I expect sex? Arginine? Or even cialis? Do I use the bathmate on days I expect or better avoid it?(Still havent used it).
    I'm pretty sure now after checking yesterday I have fucking PE, thought it's from not fapping long but I really struggle, like it's similar with the thing with my heart. Feels like somewhat unrelated to mind/feelings. As if there's this whole cortisolissue still going strong.
    Before crash I had it sometimes but just at the start, if I'd "pass" that I'd be good, but I never struggled to get a 2nd round almost immediately so I never really cared about it anyway, while now I'm not sure if I will even feel my dick at all minutes after XD
    cialis + tongkat ali once a week when you got a baddie lined up if you need it. I haven't used cialis in 3 months though
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    Quote Originally Posted by jacknap View Post
    cialis + tongkat ali once a week when you got a baddie lined up if you need it. I haven't used cialis in 3 months though
    Awesome on the dropping of the PDE5's....I've found the horny goat weed from LEH is fantastic for this.
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    Guess it's time to order some new herbs then D!


    I posted this just on hackstasis. So I'm throwing it in here, ya don't have to read it xD. Just as keeping it a log updated a bit^^


    Short update:

    Since I was crying about negatives so much here are some positives
    - Mood is great, energy levels are great

    - Mental/Memory is better then precrash(I think so at least, ya don't know whatya don't know eh xD)

    - I can feel my muscles pretty good again, pump is coming back

    - I couldnt sleep yesterday for longer than 1 1/2h at a time, but got today 6 hours of sleep and feel great

    - markers/dents on my body are almost nonexistent when I get some sleep and/or am not stressed out

    - muscle soreness always appearent now, I feel like muscle recovery is very slow but it is happening

    - my skin overall looks shiny and is bit oily(precrash was dry), I got great skincolor by now

    - stools are pretty fine and 1per day, sometimes more

    - I sometimes get random boners now for 4-5days, even without visual/mechanical stimulation. Absolutely amazing is like the "automatic" brain/genital connection is comming back

    - life feels enjoyable, I'm happy to see colors, eat food, talk to people, drive the car etc.

    - bloodtests for most stuff are in very good range, liver/pancreas/kidneys

    - I'm sweating more on point than precrash now too

    - I'm tanning 10x faster than before

    - pee has yellowish tint now always, even if I don't eat and just drink



    Negatives:

    - skin is still getting more wrinkly, I really hope it's just a aftereffect of my skin not reacting to anything for over 6 weeks, I'm getting permanent wrinkles now and it even looks like scartissue on my face, but positive is my skin is reacting on most of my body instantly now (compared to minimum 1 hour before)

    - my heartbeat is very strong, the pulsrate sys dia is all in good "athlete" range, but still my heartbeat moves my whole body and I feel it 24/7 and is very annoying during bedtime

    - bent dick + rotation on axis

    - def gutissues, prob sibo, have like pain in left lower abdomen as if food gets stuck there (but im pooing more than precrash), weird noises, and it feels as if all "saggs" down when I run

    - sleep is totally random, never ever more than 6 hours tho

    - hair is awful

    - bloodtest shows high Eosinophils(almost triple the amount..) and low MPV/P-LCR (can anyone interpret? Do I have leukemia now? xd..)





    - my hands shake, as in parkinsons or so.. I couldn't really point out when they get better or not, but had one very short, but very stressful encounter today and my hands shaked WAY stronger for 50minutes after. Dopamine depletion? Instant adrenal overload? I'm getting extremely rarely stressed by external factors, but after this one my hands were shaking like crazy. I know this happened even precrash very rarely(like once a year) in huge stress-situations, but never this intense, and I'm very sure my hands weren't shaky in normal situations before.


    So overall I'm doing really better and better^^

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    Quote Originally Posted by Cdsnuts View Post
    Awesome on the dropping of the PDE5's....I've found the horny goat weed from LEH is fantastic for this.
    It was more so because my source is dry, I still enjoy the performance enhancement of it. I think my erection hardness is more so because of the penis injury that I had rather then lack of libido now. I haven't been using bathmate, wondering if it might help bring my erection hardness back to where I need it. I damaged the right side of the base spongey tissue. I can feel it. It recovered quite a bit though. I think the bathmate directly works on that right? I dropped bathmate because it seems like even the 20x3 is overkill for me. Maybe just keep it to once a week training?

    How fast you think I can work my way back up to 20 minutes erect? Was thinking maybe 3 minutes added every week or much faster speed 3 minutes every other day added or is that too fast? That would get me back up to 20 minutes 3x in 2 weeks.

    I'm still waiting for my andros to arrive and got like a solid supply of cialis + viagara to be a monster during cycle lmao. I really just wanna crush it sexually for 8 weeks because Toronto is so dope when the weather is nice. Provided that my andros come in okay august-september cycle will be nice. August will have the summer vibes anad september is really fun here too because weather is still great + all the new freshman in uni arriving !!!
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    Just wanted to say. I had my first NAP TODAY.
    I slept only 3h tonight cuz I was out, and god did I get bad at pickup actually. Feeling disgusted by myself whole day haha XD

    But yeah, 2 months and never even thought about a nap due to the overwired feeling.
    I mean I hid and put all phones off and it took me like 5/6hours of laying down to get that 1h nap. BUT IT WAS MY FIRST NAP BIACES xD!


    Ay and I send my bloods to a moms friend who is passionate about health. And she said pretty sure just by looking at them that I've parasites in my body, might explain eating the 6k (she didnt know about that).
    Ya guys have any advice for that? I might just go 18/6 IF and focus on even less sugar. I got some oregano oil here(fuk is that shiet intense XD). Not really in favor of taking any pharmaceuticals XD. My Dad is like "man just take that pill for parasites and you be good, it's not an antibiotic or so" but I've no idea. Never dealt with such stuff.
    Maybe I should just do IF with slight calorie restriction and throw in that oregano oil + cloves + garlic 3x a day.

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    Quote Originally Posted by Bankai9000 View Post
    Just wanted to say. I had my first NAP TODAY.
    I slept only 3h tonight cuz I was out, and god did I get bad at pickup actually. Feeling disgusted by myself whole day haha XD

    But yeah, 2 months and never even thought about a nap due to the overwired feeling.
    I mean I hid and put all phones off and it took me like 5/6hours of laying down to get that 1h nap. BUT IT WAS MY FIRST NAP BIACES xD!


    Ay and I send my bloods to a moms friend who is passionate about health. And she said pretty sure just by looking at them that I've parasites in my body, might explain eating the 6k (she didnt know about that).
    Ya guys have any advice for that? I might just go 18/6 IF and focus on even less sugar. I got some oregano oil here(fuk is that shiet intense XD). Not really in favor of taking any pharmaceuticals XD. My Dad is like "man just take that pill for parasites and you be good, it's not an antibiotic or so" but I've no idea. Never dealt with such stuff.
    Maybe I should just do IF with slight calorie restriction and throw in that oregano oil + cloves + garlic 3x a day.
    Water fasting.....Starves them out.
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