Bankai will heal! Please guide me through it!

[Bankai9000]

@jacknap
So nice to hear man. I'm actually one of those guys hitting it most of the time with way younger girls aswell. That's what let me into this freaking drug due to my hairloss. Now I don't give 2 shiets about it anymore, I'm the freaking best with or without it. And I know now that they don't fakin care anyway, what an idiot I was going down that route. Fak Reddit with all these success stories XD Funny thing is I was actually regrowing hair with the dht serum and good lifestyle, and this led me to think that with bit more fin I can actually get A LOT back lol.
Actually had a date for 3 hours 5days after crash with a girl who came to see me 400km XDDD. 21year old (me 29) who went from being a 6/10 to a 8/10 within a year and I had to fake interest since I was so fucked there. Most of my mind was going like "look how hot she is, GET A BONER MAN" going round and round for 3hours ahahaha. And of course nothing reacted XD. Now I don't know if she will ever talk to me again or actually let me do whatever I want when I hit her up when I be healthy again haha.
And I got 3young ones lined up for summer, but now I'm like bit stressed about not being able to do anything. Especially hard to not be the fun drunk energyloaded playful asshole you know ;/ Don't even wanna think about that XD. Really would like to heal without using cialis/viagra for now, but I guess there's no other way lol. But thinking about them actually motivates the shiet of me. Still no idea how to not drink at all over the whole summer XD I'm in Poland, people here get seriously offended if you don't take 1-2 drinks XD
And my parents man, no way I can be miserable, fkin sacrificed their life for moi!

And just thank you all again and again haha! You're all freaking right, I'm totally done with the whining. Yesterday thanks to all of you guys from Swole my mind completely had a turnaround. I mean my skin is getting fakd, one of the nr1 reasons for skindamage is actually cortisol right, so the more I worry the worse it will get XD And the more vitamin unbalances it will cause.
So now I got the mindset that I really don't want this shiet to get worse, and I stopped worrying! XD Like 100%, I'm actually excited to win this battle !

I feel absolutely great, was laying yesterday in bed first time in awhile completely not obsessing about ANYTHING. Just enjoying the peace of mind. Got a forest close to me and after waking up I'm going deep in there and doing the breathing exercises. Literally reduces the headburn I have by like 70%.
And yesterday, I put on some heartregulaging youtube vid on (might be placebo af), but it seemed to help me a lot after an hour or so. My heart is beating so strong at night it's moving my whole fkin body. But I measured my puls at evening and it's not too bad. Gotta check it at night today when my heart beats crazy. Seems to be hypotension, low bloodpressure making the heart work overtime. Which seems to be somewhat fixable with diet and training.
The symptoms from PFS are so mimicking to strong insulinresistence, liver damage, adrenal fatigue, thyroid issues, low bloodpressure and too high cortisol. Which honestly all are tackleable so I'm freaking HYPED to finish the fast and start my new healthy life focusing on each of these with the protocol!

It's day 3 of the fast and I feel great, a bit weak but overall good. And felt the first time real horniness now again! XD Even got a 50%boner at morning today which I haven't seen for a long time now. Braindikk rised to like 10%! W00t

Edit: And I added Shilajit to teh list! So we got 8 herbs, 7 to rotate and gonna use the Pine Pollen more often throughout ! SO STOCKED YASS
Gonna do a hairtest too soon too see what foods I should maybe avoid or more incorporate on the diet aswell as bloodtests to see where I am with most of my stuff. After that I stop thinking about all of this and hope routine will just take over completely! ^^