I let it all slide for a while, no working out, drugs, not caring in general about my wellbeing, piled on a tonne of mental stress from work and my libido dropped a little.

I think I'm past relapse now.

Hope you guys are good and it's been a long while but I'd like to personally thank cd for his guidance over the years.
Hes helped me through pfs, brutal relationship problems, and drug habits. My gratitude is eternal. Old friend. I hope one day I can return the favour.