Quote Originally Posted by Turnover25 View Post
The other week I had a morning where I "felt the day" again. I walked downstairs and the slider was open and I could smell the grass and it just felt like a comfortable Saturday morning. Also, on a cloudy/rainy day I experienced that feeling where you want to just relax and watch Netflix and the rain is calming rather than just a gray ass gloomy depressing smog of gray outside. I forgot life felt like that. I'm back to my anhedonic state now. It came after a slight diet change so I think I'm on a better track now.

Breaks in the clouds is a good way to put it.

I am so so looking forward to this. You describe it so perfectly and simply. This is what I’ve been missing. It’s a blank appreciation that comes from your senses but goes far far deeper.