Yeah I guess you're right on that one but I may get away with it I'm a pretty big dude so hopefully it doesnt show that much and I can just lie.
As far as it goes with my parents they know I crashed but as far as the persistent sides goes they aren't that believing, I've tried to explain it but it's a losing battle. I mentioned fasting to them but my dad was adamant about not doing it and called bullshit about the process. I showed him articles but it's a losing battle, I feel like they'll always be In the mode where they're right i'm wrong.
I feel like it's the better option for me right now to avoid the ball ache and they'll see in time when I'm better stronger and happier. Right now it's my shit and I gotta deal with it myself.