Okay, I’m still far from recovered, but this progress I’ve made it’s like... I’ve reached this point where I’m happy? Like I wake up and appreciate simple things my old self used to, walks in the park, photography, making music, sports and just generally chilling. That zen that I thought was gone is like coming back I guess? I feel motivated to earn and become a better person overall. Any guys that recovered or are almost recovered can relate? Almost like your distant past self just starts creeping back into you, it’s pretty hard to explain clearly with words. Like you get that familiar feeling of going outside and the smell of the trees stimulates your memory and calms you, like how it was before. Sorry if I’m rambling, just could use some input from some experienced guys on this, hopefully motivate some new guys too despite all the hardships going on in the world. Thanks brothers