Whats up yall

I made an introductory post but wanted to start a log for myself to track my progress as i see others have done. Just to recap:

-took fin for a few weeks last summer, got hit with terrible sides including

-No libido
-ED
-Anhedonia
-Brain Fog/ Derealization
-Eye Floaters
-Numb Genitals
-Shrunken flacid and hard penis
-Poor Orgasm Quality
-Insomnia.

Some of the weirder symptoms i have are:

-Can’t feel booze or coffee, so haven’t touched either in over 8 months

-Lost my swole/pump when i workout, feels like my muscles are deflated

-Real bad muscle wastage and thinning skin. My skin /muscles are rubbery and not solid. Can pretty much move them any which direction. Almost like when a person loses a ton of weight and has excess skin. Maybe tissue loss?

-Loss of sensations/ numb skin

I refuse to dwell on the past and say oh what if. I dont care if i only took the pill for three weeks. Sometimes i get down on myself cause I think “well no one else seems to have these symptoms so im really fucked.” But i feel we all took the same drug and although we have different symptoms, the way out is similar for everyone.

It does get tough ti stay positive sometimes as my symptoms have been getting worse, but i feel like until i do something to combat it nothing will change.

So thats it. Sorry for the long post. Currently in middle of my juice feast. Got all the herbs and bathmate ready to go.

Thanks for listening guys. Happy healing