Outlaw's vacation at the Alpha Four resort (1st cycle)

[Outlaw]

Heavy downswing. Anxiety, rubbery dick, no libido, tinnitus up, completely depressed.

Gonna go run and hit a cold shower to ride it out.

I don't know why this happens. I forgot to drink coconut water for the last 4 days, and I reincorporated tomatoes in my diet. Might be that, or just the cycle starting to wear on me. I don't know and I don't care to be honest, I just hope one day I will be whole. What a life

Keep grinding

[RoadToRecovery]

Heavy downswing. Anxiety, rubbery dick, no libido, tinnitus up, completely depressed.

Gonna go run and hit a cold shower to ride it out.

I don't know why this happens. I forgot to drink coconut water for the last 4 days, and I reincorporated tomatoes in my diet. Might be that, or just the cycle starting to wear on me. I don't know and I don't care to be honest, I just hope one day I will be whole. What a life

Keep grinding

It's weird how we can feel decent and feel like we're one our way to recovery one day. And be back to ground 0 the next day.
But I guess that is part of the journey of our recovery.

[Outlaw]

Yeah man if you look at my recovery thread it's a rollercoaster.

However even in the lows I'm always still noticably better than 2 months ago. Upward trend.

Hope you're good