I was doing good with the protocol and got sloppy . I figured it's the end of the year what would a celebratory cigar do to my upswing. Since smoking cigars on new years eve it seems like it set me back. I'm normally not a smoker & drink on the rare occasion with pfs

Dealing with the weird feeling genitals again
Shrinkage
No mind/penis connection
No libido when I had a marginally livable sex drive before
Lethargic