Wife already knows about it. I just lost it because of some really retarded shit that happened.
That and a lapse in my meds that I take on a normal basis. I had to get a new script written because my refills ran out. My bottle said I had one refill left, but it was apparently a "typo."
I'm usually just fine while on my medication, even not so bad while off. The problem is when I suddenly just stop taking it after being on it for 6 months straight. It causes a crash in serotonin levels in my brain and makes me go ape shit.