Rant about CD's disappearance + state of the forum

[Zerolibido]

Ten years of what shit?

[Zerolibido]

I don’t blame CD for moving on after 10+ years of this shit, but at the same time I agree with what you said here.

A new moderator would definitely solve a lot of issues.

Until then, we have the discord.

Thing is
I bet in the shifty discord you have people doing hcg and stuff like that not the bible of cdnuts

[Zerolibido]

I don’t blame CD for moving on after 10+ years of this shit, but at the same time I agree with what you said here.

A new moderator would definitely solve a lot of issues.

Until then, we have the discord.

Allen Worthington and CD nuts as bad as each other.

[Zerolibido]

I don’t blame CD for moving on after 10+ years of this shit, but at the same time I agree with what you said here.

A new moderator would definitely solve a lot of issues.

Until then, we have the discord.

Why is the op using mentally I'll as a slur as well?

do you expect me tonne mentally well

I want to off Myself hahaha that's So funny

[wolfofciren]

Fully agree, we need a new mod as this forum been completely derailed by the manic posts of one person. Would somebody be able to DM me the discord link?

[Zerolibido]

On this discord are you all doing his herbal shit e or are you allowed to use synthetic testosterone replacement or endogenous stuff

[Zerolibido]

If the stupid cunt had allowed or promoted hcg/trt in here might be been a different story

Allen Worthington is the Propecia He'll version invents he went missing as well the cunt

[Zerolibido]

Also
The up is a fucking mild case read his stiry

[Zerolibido]

The up had mild ducking pfs what a cunt

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Fully agree, we need a new mod as this forum been completely derailed by the manic posts of one person. Would somebody be able to DM me the discord link?

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Fully agree, we need a new mod as this forum been completely derailed by the manic posts of one person. Would somebody be able to DM me the discord link?

Can I shit e On your face

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Fully agree, we need a new mod as this forum been completely derailed by the manic posts of one person. Would somebody be able to DM me the discord link?

Can I shit e On your face

[Zerolibido]

Hi all, I think we can agree that it's an utter shame to see what has happened to this place. It's a shame that CD has bailed on the forum without any further updates. I get he has helped a lot of people for many years and been an invaluable, life-saving hero to many going through PFS (myself included), but to abandon the forum in this state without any explanation is just poor leadership. I know that sounds tight, but leaders are held to a higher standard - it comes with the territory. You either don't put yourself into a leadership/authority position at all, or if you do, at the very least communicate your general intentions to the people you're leading rather than disappearing into silence without explanation.

I don't mind the taking a break/absence part CD may need - I understand this is not the central purpose of his life and he has a life/challenges of his own he's dealing with. But still, provide clearer communication so we can set our expectations. It takes a couple of minutes as a simple pinned post on the forum - that's not asking for much, no matter what is happening in his life. It's the pure disappearance part without explanation that is simply poor leadership especially since he knows he is the only one that holds power to moderate the forum (apart from the other owner dude who won't assign further moderators). So on some level he must know that his disappearance is tantamount to the destruction of one of the only positive places to help survive this condition. Not to mention, it buries 10+ years of his own (and others) positive journeys/resources for PFS under endless negative spam for all newcomers that are currently suffering this condition.

I know I'm being hard on CD, but the stakes are too high here. Communicate clearer, lead better, recognize that real people with real lives are struggling and on the line with this condition. If the forum is dead and you don't ever intend to moderate it or lead/assist people through the PFS/TMO protocol at all, at least declare it.

For any newcomers stumbling onto this site and seeing the raving ramblings of the mentally ill dude who keeps posting here, don't be fooled by his antics and negative POVs. That goes for anyone spouting negative, doom and gloom shit about PFS. Don't buy it at all. You can and absolutely will recover from PFS, with enough time, experimentation, dedication and positive attitude. Period. I am on my way there and absolutely know I will fully recovery this point - it's just a matter of time. Where I am at now in 8 months of dedication to CDs protocol (and really going above and beyond that at this point with doing various other things I will mention in the future) in terms of recovery, I estimate takes at least 1 year and a half for most recovery stories to enter into. That's no mistake nor because I was a 'mild case'. I had extreme, extreme PFS that derailed my entire life with insane sides neurologically, sexually, emotionally, spiritually, and physically that ravaged my entire existence. I could not function day-to-day for months on end and noticed no improvement whatsoever before I began to implement the protocol. It was so, so bad. But right now I am mentally 95% recovered and functioning, and sexually 70-80% there depending on the day. My fourth prohormone cycle is set to begin next week and I expect it to boost me to 100% mental recovery and into 80-90% sexual recovery range - again it's just a matter of time from hereon out.

But if you read my past posts from the onset, I knew all along that I would recover and was willing to embrace that truth and an attitude of as much positive empowerment as possible along the way. As the months roll on now and I keep getting better and better up an exponential curve, I realized more and more with profound confidence how right I was all along (and of course how right all the other guys who preach pro-recovery were all along too). I've also realized how wrong others who claim this as an irreversible, life-long death sentence. This is pure fantasy. Life is what you make it, even in the regard of this complex health condition. Again period. You can recover.

All in all, I thank CD, maxout, xxaleksi, Tubzy, mjw1999, alphacfi among many others guys out there for their positive support, leadership and inspiring journeys of their own that helped me nurture my own inner convictions and also that gave me the strength to persevere throughout these hellish PFS times. I also want these words to encourage anybody reading this to even more strongly believe in themselves and their own inevitable journeys to recovery. For it is in that fundamental belief first and foremost that not only will lead you to your own recovery, but that may even get you there sooner than even the more optimistic recovery prognoses/timelines for this condition. Who knows, it's worth shooting for the moon though and landing beneath the starts. It's a win-win no matter what you put out there. I am seeing this happening more and more in my own life.

So that's that for now - I hope this brief recovery update inspires you and to be honest, I hope this overall post helps CD realize what a positive and impactful influence he has many people's lives. Ultimately, he is a great leader and person on the whole, and with this condition being as rampant as ever with many positive people looking for a path to get their lives back, his continued presence in the community is absolutely worthwhile. I hope he realizes this place is worth sustaining and fighting for. There is currently no place like it, especially not with a clear protocol + 10 years worth of data/resources to go-off. So I hope he comes back, or the very least, he pesters the owner dude to allow another moderator.

Extreme pfs onto
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