Finasterude destroyed my life completely before it got going

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It didn't crash me know but the disease it started did

Prior to taking that shut I was a handsome clever but neurotic and introverted. My life hadntbgotbgoing

Ironically when taking it my life got going a bit and I could get girls quite easily I was socialising more and living in the city.

But couldn't keep a girl due to low sex drive and emktional.mounting

2009 I went on and off the white thanks to the online epics who sold me it

I ended up in a sh it database with asoergers sufferer who was an orange basard
I worked with orange bastrds

I crashed January 2009
Coc K felt like it would fall.off
Balls shrank
Lost twenty pounds legs very thin

Spent three months in a psych ward 2009
Then another SIX months in 2011

amazingly I was in ability citalopram Prozac and finally quetipine

In Feb 2011 I got out and moved until I hiuse a council flat

Went on holiday that summer and came off quetipine
Just before that has been to Trieste or was thereafter if I

Amazingly over tendency 18 months libido came back

With Z MA AT FIRST morning erections and some libido

Then if I zinc and vitamin d I think about the only good stuff innit fro. Oh

But looking at my posts on OH you'd think unless still a eunuch

I still believed al! That ALlen Worthington androgen resistance shit even though I was androgenic and feeling great and had regained muscle withiutbgym work

Stupidly I never did anything the following years to boost unhealthy

Bhai. Fog went away after thereafter so
Fatigue after two
Felt good within myself for several years

Travelled had many interests zero anhedinia
Wanked all the time
Was handsome and looked younger

But I didn't fuck not even a hooker
Stupid





Then was bullied in an office full.if cunts
They knew I'd had mental.health stuff as if told them as.a service user

This fat cunt also found out I had PFS

I should have left but hung around and in 2019 started talk g seroquel

Install recover ed I. 2020 in ZMA gkycinate

I had t taken Z MA for a long time I should have done

Going down hill 2021 still androgens stil! Had libido and erections but lost nocturnal
I also took mirtazipine briefly in 2019

2022 went sharply down hill after January I remember watching the Australian tennis open final and was vaping made me feel sh it

Went down and down and dashed in JUne

Even before the crash I wanted

After the crash my coc K shrank an inch and a half or so balls shrank again varicocleel again?

Worse still horrendous insomnia and muscle wastage all over my bidy.

Life destroyed since

No hope to work ever again at forty six let alone have a wide and kid


THE best thing?
In all that time the gimps at ph barely move research forward one hard

So theyre staring from scratch led by Henry the eighth on an ego trip and the autist

Fuck my existence.

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Why did I never take TR T when I was feeling great On mere vitamins?

Maybe the fat urologist who had offered.me.an implant out me off.

The lack of TR T success stories

Only a couple really

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Honestly if guns were legal here id shoot up that office
Then shoot myself

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LIFE IS FUCKED

PENIS IS FUCKED

BOLLOCKS ARE FUCKED

MUSCLES ARE DUCKED

BRAIN IS FUCKD

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I can't believe I discounted TRT for so.many years.

Ducking unreal

Attucas from here recovered by ignoring Cdnuts white and doing other stuff

The cult of cdnuts must be eradicated

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In 2011 Worthington was telling everyone his study that I took.part in would be the biggest finding of the decade

Then Baylor comes along and takes longer than WW2

Then they do a "community survey" a mere ten years after awor first thought if it.

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Now this Aussie twa T is tellingevryine it will take another we years just to get the initial stuff done
he's ok he's made leave with being a eunuch and his forty good years ahead mantra

He's early thirties what does that give me
Fifteen good years?
When I'm an old cunt?

Thank fuck they have competition now.

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Yes bollocks are fucked

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Yeah bpllocks are ducked

PENIS is ducked

Fantasies
energy levels are fucked

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Or is is ducked

Bpllocks are ducked

Energy level a are fucked

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Baylor cunts

Harvard cunts

Pfs gimps had almost out of pocket for Baylor for fuck sakes