The process always works....you're the one that has to add the work part. I feel for you bro. Too young to be dealing with this. Do yourself a favor and listen close.....YOU are the only one who is going to get you out of this. The sooner you get on this, the quicker it will be over. Does anyone in your family know, or are you too embarrassed to say anything to them? I ask because it would be alot easier and helpful if they understood what you were doing and for why. To try and hide it on top of it all makes it that much shittier.