Alchemical Recovery out of hell of PSSD after taking similar 5ar pharma drug
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Alchemy
Thanks buddy.
I'm ready for the ups and downs, it will be better than being in limbo with no fluctuations.
I'm confident that I can manage to stay on the straight and narrow, which is the hard part as I have a history of self sabotage but now I have made an oath with myself from new years that I wlll do whatever it takes to reclaim my former self and then some.
This fast has already toughened me up and shown improvements can be made from small details and cleaning up. I done short fasts before but never beyond a week and would usually stop when it got too tough but I somehow managed to go through the bad stage this time and feeling so much more clarity and confidence already.
I expect another dip in mood as my body goes to work on internal cleansing and repair before the end of it, but I'm definitely seeing it out for the 2 week duration.
Also what is helping is to learning to be grateful over the little things and be thankful that I am in a situation where I can juice and buy organic materials to feed my body.
What got me out of the initial crash and pstd was realising there are people going through all types of traumas/injuries and they still fight on. A marine might become paralysed, another person lose their sight, or there are many sadly who over night become victim to a type of cancer. I've personally seen people get into a accident, fall into coma's and then come out in a vegetable state where they cannot do anything for themselves.
So I reminding myself now that even though I have to plough through these obstacles to get back my health, at least I have the opportunity to do so and it can always be worse.
Well coming from somebody else who always seemed to be into self-sabotage, if I did it anyone can do it
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Alchemical Recovery out of hell of PSSD after taking similar 5ar pharma drug
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Alchemy
The belief in my mind is cemented which will override the doubt and self sabatoge.
Until I stumbled on your protocol I was confused. I have knowledge of individual protocols and tried a few here and there but with no consistency because I was missing the belief that it would work for me, because I thought what I was going through was unique to me.
But every symptom you and others have had, is the same as what I have so the doubt is gone. Path is laid out in simple steps albeit requiring work and sacrifice, but it's a small price to pay for recovery and it's all character building in the process. It has been like trying to solve a puzzle and collecting some of the pieces but never knowing how to put them together. Thankfully you and others here who have recovered have solved it and provided the template.
Everything I've learned over the years through different modalities can finally be synthesised into one ultimate program for regeneration that I know for sure will work given time and consistency. This is an amazing breakthrough for me and I will enjoy the journey in rebuilding myself from the ground up day by day.
I just can't just wait to start eating again, been watching food porn thinking of all the different paleo recipes I'm going to try. There is a great pizza one using eggs and coconut flour for the crust. I use to make pizzas out of cauliflower and it was delicious. I know guys who are afraid of missing out on their favourite takeways, but there is a great adaption recipes that will taste even better and be healthy at the same time. So you can have fries and pizza but with organic paleo friendly ingredients without the gluten sugar,salt and bad carbs.
I just can't fucking wait for it all. I've used the herbs in the past and they spiked my libido up before stopping that as I went back to bad habits, so I know they work.
On a meditation retreat I was informed about win hoff and the guy was a beast at meditating and getting extrasensory experiences, so I know that works.
The rest speaks for itself, just so pumped up, I'm just counting the days before I'm back really hitting all areas like a special marine training for battle. Reading Maxout777's recovery just pumped me up even more if that was even possible lol. I get obessed with things as do have ocd but it's all been on the wrong things. Now I'm obsessed with being in the best possible heath. I will get into this lifestyle and make it second nature as its I'm just automatically remembering to brushing my teeth while I go about my life instead of endlessly searching for answers and a way out of the labyrinth.
Myself and others who have succeeded can attest to the fact that it does become addicting in a good way.
You have the right mindset and like I said before, you will be successful.
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Alchemical Recovery out of hell of PSSD after taking similar 5ar pharma drug
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Alchemy
Funny you post this as I came acrossed it about a week ago
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