Been a long time coming! Overwhelmed and don't know where to start.

[Cdsnuts]

Alright! That's it! im considering breaking my fast. Still going as we speak. Im pretty sure i just activated my digestive system as of about 90 minutes ago. i drank a juice that consisted of a large cucumber, lettuce, celery, 2 carrots, 2 pears, kale, spinach, lettuce, and romaine. came out in pure liquid form. it was a little bit over a quart. there was a miniscule amount of pulp at the bottom, and i saw it and didnt drink it. i still drank the rest of the drink... it looked and felt like pure liquid to me.

I have been passing light gas for the last 90 minutes. and my stomach keeps rumbling each time before i do it. It keeps rumbling persistently. 90 minutes later its still doing it. This has been the biggest negative sign since the entire fast. THIS... combined with everything else ive mentioned throughout this whole fast attempt. i feel fine right now... i must not be fasting. i must not be getting anything out of this. money and time wasted, and once again I LOSE MY FUCKING SIZE!

I have been once again screwed by inadvertent bullshit and trivial shit. My intentions have been nothing but good, and my work ethic and determination towards beating PFS has been extremely high this whole time. My enthusiasm for this is very high. This is all i have in life, and its all i care about in life, and beating PFS is the answer to all of my problems, and my ticket to a happy life. Im really fucking pissed off. I havent felt this shitty in 4 months.

WHY??? I keep getting fucking screwed one way or another!

You need to calm down....breathe...and more importantly.....DON'T BREAK THE FEAST! You need to ride it out. Did you not read what I wrote a few posts up? You are NOT activating your digestive system with minimal pulp...you're not.

One of the signs of detox is mental agitation, negative emotions and everything else you're writing about.....THIS IS WHAT YOU WANT....YOU'RE DETOXING. Keep feasting.....don't stop.

Remember what I said about guy having to get out of their own way.....GET OUT OF THE FUCKING WAY!! Let your body and brain do what it needs to. It's NOT going to be a comfortable ride. You are clearly going through the mental gymnastics of neurological detoxification.

You need to sit back, and become the observer of this.....realize that it will pass. And in letting it pass unencumbered, you will be a better man for it. DON'T BREAK THE FEAST.