Been a long time coming! Overwhelmed and don't know where to start.

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Right on! Digestive is pretty much back to getting better again anyways. You were right. I need to stop panicking for real. Now im finally starting to stop the panicking and have a clear head, after 8 weeks. lol. Im finally leveling out. I did chest in the gym today, and my hand was fine. Thus far, i can do chest and legs, without my hand hurting from having to grip the bar.

Also ive read the other thread. We definitely dont want this place to sound like PH. I know im not as bad as some others, but even i myself too can get whiny at times, and i dont want it to be like that, and i dont want to be one of the causes. Even i myself can see how ridiculous that shit is. Ive voiced my opinion on that in the other thread as well.

I even almost had sex with a woman today!! Holy shit! Its been a year. was hugging on her, and fooling around, and i was already halfway hard from just hugging her. Her and i have been talking. To bad we werent in a professional setting, where people are nearby, and it probably wouldve happened. hahaaha. im definitely having some positive dopamine effects from it right now too.

My r andro came in the mail today. i got it from "strong supplement shop". i pray to god that its a legit bottle, and i got the real deal stuff and actual super r andro. i will start on friday!

Why Friday? Start that s*** tomorrow!

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Why Friday? Start that s*** tomorrow!

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Gotta make sure i have enough carbs/fruits at hand to eat just incase i get that fast-paced euphoric/anxiety effect, which ive had before even naturally. I got royally screwed financially this week. I swear i mustve gotten dbl-charged on my debit card somewhere on one of my purchases this week. Gluten free bread has been ridiculous lately. They discontinued this brand i liked called "rudis", and ive been paying $9.99 for the bigger loafs of a brand called "udis". also, my protein powder might run out early this week. gotta keep the calories high!

.......ehhh fuck it, why not? hahahahah.