rough day today.. got my hair cut and my hair stylist noticed that my hair got way thicker..

frustrating living with my parents that don't believe me and constantly play devil's advocate with me. they help me out a lot but emotionally very unsupportive.

got dumped by my friends with benefits of 10 months and she was getting more and more distant as I crashed and that hurts. though logically I know if she truly cared about me she would have been closer to me. it still hurts.

hope i can go through my cleanse with little stress and seemingly and get this nightmare out of the way and return to the man I used to be. the down swings are very scary and it's hard to find good people during these times. gets very lonely.