The hard part for me is that I was always out the mix before all this.. I was always the grinder behind the scenes, (inferiority complex) never the most naturally gifted at sports so had to work to be great, never so good with women so had to work, never got recognition at my job so put in more hours etc.. that’s been my life, WORK WORK WORK so I can “catch up” to everyone else who in my perception seem to just “have it” cause I felt inferior to everyone and everything in all facets of life. I remember having a talk with a guy telling me I’m a solid dude for a young one but just act like I’m a loser, it doesn’t match..

I was ready to actually stop being a hermit working so much on myself & step out to enjoy life in the spring/summer like a regular good looking 22 year old dude should , then this thing hits. Back to the old grind...It’s like the Timing of PFS hitting can be the worst.

But referencing my first paragraph^, those qualities & weird outlook I have make doing the protocol fairly easy.. almost too easy, this leads to you questioning how can something so simple cure you from this complicated hormonal shit show lol.




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