Yeah about, I started Saturday. I think I’m getting upset at the physical stuff not coming in.. like libido, muscle hardening etc...I would put up with mental stuff if there’s surges in the other stuff. That way at least I know something is going on. It’s weird when the libido, erections etc. are not up to par..

I could also be putting expectations on myself which is never good with this thing.

The shittyness I’m in mentally I could deff deal with. No doubt. I make humor of it.. But then when the physical stuff isn’t following then it just compounds on top of that & then my level of despair is at an all time high.

If this persists then I will lower the dose & take your advice.

I need to get past this whole “things working behind the scenes” stage. I can’t lie it’s wearing on me a bit.